Ginana

2010-02-15T23:15:00.001-08:00

http://ginanana.tumblr.com/

there ya go!

Yoz

2010-02-14T05:58:00.000-08:00

Yo all! imma change my blog to tumblr just for the fun of it, so there. i'm abandoning my blog right here. have fun guys, HAPY CNY AND VALENTINE'S DAY! :D hope that you get many angbaos then get married early so that you can give me all your money (:

Dear Person.

2010-01-23T02:32:00.000-08:00

This is a epistle (lol) to a certain someone (that is not loved by me).

For easier reference, I shall name this person, Googly- eyed, Fat Cow.

In short, Cow.

But I suppose that this person doesn't really read my blog so if you read this, chances are, you aren't Cow.

Here I go.

Warning: This may contain some foul language.

Dear Cow,

Actually, it's not like you really offended me on purpose, since I'm just the type of person who gets offended at the small things that pile up.

It's not like I can talk these things out with you, since you'd probably bitch behind my back.

Not that I really care since you probably already bitch behind my back.

Also, I don't really want to get along with you, or become great, everlasting BFFS with you.

I think the only reason why I (or you) even bother to talk to you (or you to me) is that we are just in a common friend circle.

You could call that friends of convenience.

Yeah, we are like FOC. (Pun intended)

But, just so you know, when a friend (focs are still friends) SMSes you, you should at least sms back something or tell them you are busy.

You shouldn't just sms halfway and ignore the next sms.

Because its just damn obvious you still have your phone.

And we just hang around with each other because of our friend circle, isn't it?

When we talk, we just talk about shallow things that don't make any sense.

You don't even really make any effort to talk to me, just the common civilities.

When I see you, I just think

" bitch, bitch, bitch, i abhore you, i detest you, i am disgusted by you."

but I doubt you see it, since I'm a really good actor. (lol, like real)

I also know that you try to act smart but really, I think I'm a horrible person for this, but i seriously think you aren't that great, you aren't that smart, and in fact, you're just really dumb.

And also, when you use chim english, I would think to myself " you probably don't even know its actual definition"

If I could, I would like to ask you to promptly go and &$%# yourself.

But I can't do that, so out of the kindness of my heart, before i really ask you to do that, please go do something about yourself.

Yours sincerely,

Gina

Before you start flooding my inbox with hatemail, i would like to remind you that you probably aren't even Ms. Cow.

And also be reminded that I am civilised enough to rant on my own blog instead of spamming in Ms. Cow 's blog.

If you are a really frigging nosey person that is really keen to find out who Ms. cow is, you might want to work with these facts that I have revealed thus far:

She's a girl obviously.

She has a blog, duh.

She is from my circle of friends.

If I like you, and feel that you can relate to me, and I trust you to keep it to yourself, I would tell you if you ask me.

Yet another reminder, please add me at my new email (ginanana.p@hotmail.com)

TYVM.

2010-01-18T02:27:00.001-08:00

Yay!

I'm feeling better today.

I am not suffering from Attack of the Flying Linear Underwear (FLU) anymore.

And i had a class test today which completely SARKS. I think i failed.

Not like i studied. Heh.

And also, Mr Tham the beloved principle gave ANOTHER speech today.

Talking about the spirit of excellence and how education is the cultivation of habits.

Doesn't he remind you guys of a pastor? like seriously?

And i tried adding him on Facebook. lol.

just so you know, my class isn't blehh anymore. its gotten more classy (pun intended).

i know everyone's names :D

and there's only one person i currently don't like, due to some SPAMMER ISSUE on evelyn's blog.

i bet everyone would know who is that.

i honestly don't have anything personal, just about the spamming issue.

wishing everyone a good week ahead,

GINA

SHINGZZZZZZZZZ

2010-01-05T01:25:00.000-08:00

My class is shingz lah srsly.

Not saying that all of you 3-3 people are HORRIBLE AND HAVE NO LIFE AND SHOULD JUST DIE or whatever evil thing.

I'm just saying that there is really no friendliness between the people from different classes.

I think i spoke about 2 sentences to the person sitting beside me today.

And that person probably only replied about 10 words at max.

And then teacher make us nominate monitor and monitress.

LIKE, we don't even know everyone vote what vote sia???

Then like go to sch super boring cause just watch teacher's videos, do survey, settle class com and listen to teacher talk and scold and talk.

LIKE A BIT POINTLESS CAN?

I WAKE UP AT 6 IN THE MORNING FOR THIS???

And even recess isn't that fun because SEC ONES ARE TERRORISING MY RECESS.

I HAVE NO PLACE TO SIT.

They better not make Sec 3 and Sec 1 have recess together.

Or i will be a total bully and cut all their queues.

It's only acceptable for us to have recess with Sec 4 and 5.

If not i forever don't go recess liao.

And is like they all so small, you would think you were in a primary sch.

Walk up about 6 flights of stairs to get to classroom some more.

It might seem impossible, but I am looking forward to Chinese lesson.

Cause Joelle, Vanessa and Jillian are there ;D

Likez, Yay!

FINALLY. If the teacher don;t let me sit near them, I will totally guai lan mans.

I know i sound so gangsta today, but i'm just in a super bad mood since I lost my wallet ytd.

A good day to all, farewell (:

GS4 outing

2009-12-30T07:26:00.000-08:00

At first hor, cause i very bored, i went like one hour earlier cause i at home nth to do.

Then I reach liao was like 'Oh! Got Junction8 lei! Junction8 at Bishan one meh?'

Then i tried to find my pink bag at BHG but gave up cause i lost.

Then i randomly walk around then after that buy Big Gulp and saw Lewis and Gerald.

Then wait and wait for ppl come then bussssssssss to the prawn fishing place.

Then there like super smelly and got alot of flies can???

But I was very entertained by the cute cats and dogs around :3

The cat was eating prawns, so cute :D

Then we start fishing once everyone arrived.

Then rent rod liao i anyhow fish.

Wait and wait and wait then I FINALLY CATCH PRAWN.

Wah like abit frieaky cause Pierre The Prawn was wriggling about but like shiok sial.

Pierre was crippled btw.

After catching Pierre, I was enlightened!!! It felt like nirvana or sth.

Then i super motivated to catch prawn.

But in the end the Perry always bite but run away, make me very pek chek.

So in the end, I only caught Pierre the Crippled Prawn.

Then Go to King Rache house.

Then use the pan and grill(?) food.

Then super oily but very fun.

Then make alot of eggs.

Then play abit of cards but gtg so trained back.

Super tired nowssss.

Have a good life(:

Fuzzy Wuzzy likes Pierre and Perry but doesn't like Prawn

Camp Ig

2009-12-19T23:34:00.000-08:00

Hi mortals!

Long time no blog.

came back from camp ignormous and i had great fun.

I tell you hor, i dont use good eng today hor. beware.

first day i go payalebar and like super sian cause super early like what the jelly mans?

so early for what. you go fly kite lar (talking to the air)

then like dumb like that, i sit van with vaneh.

then reach liao, register tak ejacket then like OMG? THE JACKET WHY LIKE THAT?

but it looks ok lah.

then go and follow vaneh like sheep baaahhhh.

then reach liao go sit i your colour tribe.

then i blur so anyhow sit.

then this girl was like. you green shark four? sit there.she is your grp ppl

then i like blur so i just sit. then i see the girl. (hannah)

then i like, wah, look quite pretty lor. confirm is pl one.

then later ppl start coming then must intro yourself.

then i see like, SADDED MY GRP NO SHUAI GE.

jkjk. then i intro myself like blur.

then the pretty girl was like HAI like super happy.

i was like ' siao bo? early morning so high for what?'

then this other girl (king) was also very friendly.

then i abit scared of them.

then later grp in three to intro more.

then hannah was like hitting caleb bag cause he dont say anything.

then she was like ' you ignore me? why you so quiet?'

then i shock dao. cause my image of pretty girl is ruined.

lols.

then actually intro liao i still dont know some ppl name cause they very soft.

then we go and sit bus and our grp was seperated.

the whole bus ride i sleep.

then like become friends with hannah abit.

when reach tiara was like HAVOC.

cause too many ppl. ppl mountain ppl sea. see already will headache.

then i was blur, and try to follow, cause hannah say i always MIA.

so i good girl, follow follow, then reach room liao i super happy.

cause our room like super tua (big) mans.

Then i took the single bed room so hannah was my roomie.

bernice and desiree share bed.

anyway if i continue to write everything, it will become like harry potter book, so i skip until meal time.

GOT SUPER ALOT OF FLIES CAN.

i chua tio cause the flies are like in your face.

then you must always wave taxi at your food or the fly will attack.

then the food like not too good not too bad.

can eat lor.

then first service was like abt letting God love you.

So i was like okaaaay. God, you can love me.

then i didnt go altar cause i dont know go altar for what.

so i just stand there and sing.

cause service was like 3h, my leg pain like anything cause i cant stand too long.

finally, go back room and shower. then eat then sleep. Yay.

second day i rmb got TAWG then we dance. then like very fun lalala.

then eat, then got workshop or sth.

it was evangelism workshop. then teach you how to talk to ppl and give you sense of urgency.

make me very inspire (lol cant stand my horrible singlish lawls) and then like ok must Go. Tell.

then happy happy go eat lunch.

then after that got IGNORMOUS A* SCHOOL. only top 1% of student can go.

then the principal is the Dick Tay. cause he is Dicktaytor. LAWL credit to brother kahfei

then i rmb first lesson is PE then we go into the pool super wet. then we wet wet go carpark.

learn french. un deux trois. then go music and visual art and got alot. then our butt got water, touch flour, become dough, then go sit the sand then like SUPER DIRTY.

then sower, go service.

service was abt God's call and gifts for us are irrevocable. he has a plan for us.

then actually altar call i abit blu and dreaming and thinking so i bo listen.

so i dont know call for what, so i just stand in my seat and sing. my legs also very pain.

then got might games, then we bid at auction for clues, then we go play then i got piggybacked super tiring. then run here and there, very tired.

then super twist of the day, third day wake up at 9am was like WHOOTS ROCKS MANS

then happy happy go sleep.

wake up like go eat. then i realised something.

our table GOT NO FLY. like omg cans?

every other table got flies. like 10 each table. then our table GOT NO FLY.

i was like rejoicing. God put barrier at the table then fly come will u turn. whoots.

then eat liao we got tabernacle experience i think?

then the worship super cool.

like very nice lor. then my leg pain until GOING TO BREAK like srsly.

then i was like GOD SAVE MY LEGS AHHHH. then after awhile not pain liao.

WHOOT. then i happy happy de worship.

then after that we go eat lunch. i was like HUH? we just eat breakfast seh.

then i realised we worshipped for 2.5 h liao.

so eat lunch then got NO FLY. i happy like anything. can you imagine?

then after that they make SHOCKING ANNOUNCEMENT.

tell us go do tawg in our rooms then go SLEEP UNTIL 5. it was like 12 at that time.

i chua tio sial. then its super slack larh!

then ppl scare me say we will service until 4am.

Service was about dicipleship. and following jesus.

in the end, we service liao then NOTHING HAPPEN. got super good supper nia.

then we happy go sleep. then i talk with hannah alot. btw she is like the ma tong, cause she open mouth close mouth is all abt her shit, then she never shit will get fat, then she worship and jump can feel the shit then like super lol. her image from pretty girl become ma tong lawls.

then last day everyone was like emo. then we pack bag go eat. then service. service is abt the great commandment and the great commission. then i got go altar then like very good queeling. then eat lunch (gt lasagne!) then take picture(?) then we go home.

then bus home was super high. cause we all doing those. how many meh meh jump over the wall? mutton chicken mutton chicken, throw up, come down, mutton or chicken. coffee tea coffee tea, coffee or tea? fuzzy wuzzy likes? then got super bo liao jokes. then eat milo powder. then talk and sleep and eat and play and take pics. then come home, i go eat dinner with vaneh and rents.

then we talk like go no tmr. then like super impacted. :D

kk, i raznt finish liao. tysm.

Rifftrax

2009-12-01T21:31:00.000-08:00

It's been a long time since i blogged :D

The STAR trip to Malaysia was mehhhhhh. It had good food(:

And cheap things $.$

But even the trip didn't give me any urge to blog.

But here's something that has amused me enough :D

Twilight spoofs!

I know that talking about my dislike for Twilight may incure the wrath of Twilight fans

- who are everpresent and all knowing -

who may come up to me and throw acid in my eyes and proceed to stabbing me.

But i just want to share this kay.

I just went to Youtube and chanced upon the videos, Alex reading Twilight Chapter 1 & 2.

It amuses me so much :D

I totally agree with how EMOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Bella is.

She should just go home if she hates the town that much.

Why does she hate snow anyway? Phailure.

Then continuing on my journey of anti-Twilight, I came upon Buffy vs Edward Remix.

I lurve how Edward Cullen, the great stud has been rendered to a mumbling idiot.

And following that, I came upon the epic-ness of Twilight Rifftrax.

The epic-ness of Rifftrax has made my day.

Quiz

2009-11-25T23:27:00.000-08:00

Advanced Global Personality Test Results

Extraversion		43%
Stability		43%
Orderliness		36%
Accommodation		30%
Intellectual		60%
Interdependence		50%
Mystical		60%
Materialism		70%
Narcissism		40%
Adventurousness		40%
Work ethic		60%
Conflictseeking		70%
Need to dominate		70%
Romantic		70%
Avoidant		80%
Anti-authority		70%

Wealth		50%
Dependency		50%
Change averse		30%
Cautiousness		60%
Individuality		70%
Sexuality		50%
Peter pancomplex		60%
Histrionic		70%
Vanity		60%
Artistic		70%
Hedonism		10%
Physicalfitness		60%
Religious		70%
Paranoia		70%
Hypersensitivity		43%
Indie		30%

personality test by similarminds.com

Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.
Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:
messy, disorganized, not rule conscious, rebellious, rash, weird, ambivalent about chaos, likes bizarre things, anti-authority, not good at saving money, not a perfectionist, leaves many things unfinished, low self control, strange, desires more attention, romantic daydreamer, abstract, impractical, unproductive, leisurely, likes the unknown

OUH! *clutches heart dramatically* you wound me! Am I that bad? well, i can be organized if i want to, and i can save money. but sadly, most of them are negative and accurate T.T

Shingz

2009-11-17T22:59:00.000-08:00

Hawhaw.
Went to school this mornin'
Had to get out of my comfortable bed and go to my dreaded school. Urghh.
I bought my books today. I think my arm almost fell off from carrying all of that.
Have you seen the books?!?!?
The pure chemistry textbook is probably thicker than the Bible.
What with a whole chapter on electrolysis.
Physics is a nightmare, with five themes, one of them being WAVES. Random much?
And if you flip through, I think you would want to grovel infront of our dear principal(s) and beg them to change our syllabus.
Not just the sciences, A math is terrible. What in the world is a Rectilinear line?
I probably couldn't pronounce a quarter of the words inside correctly.
I want to burn the book.
History is so cool though.
I love German Nazis.
Ok, i don't.
Please don't put me in Juvie. I just think the war is super interesting.
My condolences to those whose ancestors/relatives/loved ones/countrymen died in the war, but, its a great thing to study.
I mean, you have to admit that war is interesting.
I don't feel bitter about Japanese people invading my country, so let's not brood over it :D
Or we will never attain world peace. ARHHHHH!
Social studies seems a tad too boring though.
I think I studied whatever was inside since primary school.
Singapore really isn't that interesting. We only have about 60 years of history (not including Sang Nila Utama please) anyways.
No use whining continuously about how the Japanese tortured and brainwashed us.
Japanese were cruel. Point taken.
Seriously, don't sue me, I'm just complaining about repeatedly studying the same thing.
If you sue me, in the name of justice, lightning bolts will strike you from the heavens as thunderclouds rumble in a foreboding air.
Your swift and merciless punishment is IMMINENT.
MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Ok, really now.
Moving on, I am currently in the midst of planning a christmas party.
And everyone will get together and have fun, YAY.
The truth is, I am secretly conspiring with my evil curtains to get people to share the cost of a turkey and get presents.
Ok no, seriously, my curtains have repented and have turned over a new leaf.
They are now filled with the Christmas Spirit and want to spread the joy and happiness.
Let's all wear friendship bands and dance around the curtains~
Heh.
My dear, hardworking, studious, obedient, law-abiding and talented junior told me on MSN to get my ass back to CO.
it went like this:

- - - - - -

briant C: says:
y nv go co?
again ...
show some interest for ur cca leh
i one junior always there
then like so sianz juz one person for the instrument
now senior come back le
so u dunnid worry so much mahs
go for co leh ...
Quintessential says:
lol
briant C: says:
hyez
nvm
Quintessential says:
going to co is like making a crocodile walk on two legs. it goes against the laws of nature.
briant C: says:
wtf??
Quintessential says:
yes. *nods wisely*

- - - - - -

I think he gave up on me right then and there and decided that eat ice cream with chopsticks would be a lot easier and less frustrating.

Meh.

Die lah.

2009-11-09T23:14:00.000-08:00

OMG how?

I think. I am doomed to be single forever.

You won't understand, but if you care enough, you can come and ask me.

I will tell you if I like you enough.

But that's not the issue here. Actually, it IS an issue considering that it pertains to my ENTIRE LIFE AND FUTURE but not right now. Right now I have things.

Like, Operation Q.

Which you won't understand from this post, but if I like you enough, you should already know.

I really don't know how/when to go about Operation Q. Dang it. This is a really big thing, that many people will know about anyway. It's just a matter of time, and my guts to do it. I HAVE TO DO THIS.

I also have to worry about which class I'm going to. I'm hoping to God (seriously hoping, not the cross the heart and hope to die one) that I will get in 8 subject class. And not the LIT one.

I also have the dang grading. Which is somehow associated with Operation Q, but it's so headache-y. Gosh.

I also feel terrible. Yes, I'm not feeling well. I've got this super bad runny nose that I think has won over Usain Bolt because it has been running for 5 days or so already. And my head and stomach hurts like a biscuit sometimes. Maybe its the H2N3. Or something.

I also worry over Situation F (yeah, I like naming things, get over it). But this is kind of weird so no one gets to know. Maybe I'm just overreacting.

See? I have tremendous problems going on in my life. Maybe it's just people. Because people aren't the people I'd like them to be. I wish I could just change people, but I'm not Obama, so that leaves a lot less to work with. So I don't care (singing 2NE1 I don't care) anymore.

Partay!

2009-11-05T06:35:00.000-08:00

Today, I TOOK OUT MY BRACES. TAKE THAT, JOELLEEEEE

Also, I have like super alot of muscle pain from ytd's badminton :D

But i love badminton Does anyone want to play with me?

Requirements for playing with Gina:

Dont be a bimbo and complain about broken nails. Broken bones is ok.

At least be able to hit STRAIGHT and hit BACK. A few times. So be good at it.

Play with me for at least 30 mins, then break then play some more.

Play badminton means badminton, dont run off and do something else.

These rules also apply for basketball because i also lurve bball :D

I am super exhausted from the party.

It started out with me being moody and all because everyone was making a big MESS and they were being annoying.

Then dingfeng went and stained the frigging wall, then when i was gone, they kind of scrubbed the wall until the paint CAME OFF and then everyone felt very guilty or something and wonderful people like:

Joelle (mopped the whole floor and cheered me up)

Shanshan (helped a lot)

Amanda

Sazzad

Weiyong (both smart people were earnestly rubbing wall)

WeiJun (passionately scolded people for ruining the wall and mopped floor)

Vanessa (mopped a lot of floor)

BengKoon (also mopped a lot of floor)

and many others.

But the many others do not include these people:

Shawn tenh (taking pictures of people cleaning)

Joe lim (telling shawn to zoom in)

Dequan

Nicole

Sean Ng

STSY

and others (all of them sitting around or playing cards/PSP)

If i didn't mention your name, you should be alright.

After the whole cleaning thing, i suddenly got happy.

Because i am the EVIL JAZZ PIG that lives off everyone's bad mood.

And anger and sadness. MUAHAHA.

Fear me.

Also because the funny secuirity guard dint notice the big patch of paintless wall. LOL haha. eat more carrots!

I am currently hugging my little seal toy that my bro got me for my birthday last year.

I am happy.

Yay~

CO is a Biscuit

2009-11-01T23:11:00.000-08:00

Co is a biscuit.

A biscuit is my equivalent of a bad word, just so you know.

If any teacher is reading this, please be noted of my dissatisfaction towards my cca.

I just got scolded today because i suck at whatever i am playing because i didn't go for CO because i wasn't informed about the practice/ had school activities during practices.

But now that I keep getting scolded, I really want to just skip it forever.

And if i quit right now, I have to earn back a whole two years of cca points.

Which just sucks. To the core.

And I am part of the welfare committee, can you see the irony in that?

By the way, I was insulted by my instructor who asked the other students if the information slip for grading had her name on it because she was ashamed to be known as my instructor.

Then i think maybe she can force me to quit because i suck so much and my junior plays an infinity to the power of two better than me. Not that my junior did anything. He is just good at it and practices a lot. Which i don't do and I cannot do. So I should just quit anyway since i can't do it and even if you force me to, I won't do it. Now, I'll just get scolded for the next two days and for the next few weeks. And I'll probably be so bad that i will fail a grade 3. Then I will be kicked out and be on my jolly way to joining the media club or something.

Why the biscuit would you be so nice to a sec1 student like YAY~ then get totally pissed off when they aren't doing well? Is that still being qualified as a teacher? I guess so since all the other students are doing so well. In fact, I am the only one getting scolded even when Eileen skips more practices and leaves early and still gets a break and she doesn't need to go for grading. I had to play continuously for 3 hours and I think my fingers are bleeding internally. It's really just too unfair in my honest opinion. I'm still doing this because i already paid the money for grading and I already endured two years of this. I don't mind if any of you co freaks that are such biscuits actually rat me out to co teachers about this because then I would get a talking to and hopefully get kicked out and be on my merry way to EXPLORER'S or something. Yes, I would rather be associated with STSY and Dingfeng than get hell every practice. Or maybe the editorial club or something.

fml.

Random rant

2009-10-31T05:01:00.000-07:00

Sometimes i just feel vexed because i worry alot.

And I think a lot of negative things.

Like how i hate CO on holidays and how much i want to skip and how i can skip and maybe i should quit afterall.

And how to design the IGNYTE thing when it is due tomorrow and what happens if it isn't good enough.

And how i will never get a good boyfriend because maybe i'm just too horrible of a person.

And the big fat chance of me not getting into the top two classes of my choice because I'm too dumb and ruin my whole future.

And how sometimes i look in the mirror and find myself kind of fat.

And how I still don't know their names.

And that I don't know what to eat for breakfast.

And the inescapable grading in december.

And the performance on a Sunday which means I miss church.

And that my hair goes poof when i just wake up.

I don't really dwell on happy things. Only the bad things.

But that doesn't really matter.

Because I don't really care after all.

FANtastic, elastic

2009-10-25T07:55:00.000-07:00

HAI.

Just because I'm so awesome, I just wanted to thank Miyuki for wishing me happy belated birthday. And whoever else that I might have forgotten.

Also, I am having great fun catching up with all my mangas and do-ra-mas. The most recent drama being You're Beautiful/You're Handsome. it's so awesome, I laugh loudly at moments, and all the characters are so beautiful/handsome, besudes UEE. Or Yoo He Yi.I have become her anti-fan because i just DON'T LIKE HER FACE. I endure watching that fugly villian because the rest of them are so a-dor-ra-ble.

Speaking of which, I have become a fan of HongKi, because he is so cute as Jeremy in that show, and he sings nice :D Yay. Not exactly a fan, but I like him more now. I like his voice. KEKEKEKE. Yes, I am evil like that. Wait. Why am I evil? This has got nothing to do with being evil.

Carrying on, I'm about to change my blogskin soon. And also, I am free for the whole of tomorrow. Anybody is interested in going out? With the great me? I mean, I OBVIOUSLY have a lot of things to do, like read manga, and watch dramas, but i could spare some time to honour you with my presence. OMG i am getting influenced by the snobbish main characters in the do-ra-mas. So just come and CHILLAX with me?

Have a nice day(:

BIRTHDAY

2009-10-23T05:13:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday to the great Gina!

Today was my birthday!

So being the great friends, I got:

Sketchbook & bottle of notes - Eunice & KaiYuan

77th street Cross Necklace - Joelle

Kerusso ring that I chose & bible verse in a pill - Vanessa

Big, fluffy, soft cow - BengKoon & DingFeng

$20 - AhYi (technically not a friend but still)

Haagan Daz Coffee Ice Cream tub - Mommy

Moisturiser - Simple (everyone got it, but oh well)

Butterfly MV - G Dragon (LOL)

Astro Boy Movie -Summit Entertainment (teehee!)

Not to mention the well-wishes from:

Syafiqah

Enru

Lulu

Joelle

Eunice

BengKoon

Sazzad

Joby

FangYing

Derrick via Facebook

Darius via Facebook

Shermain via Facebook

ShanShan

Shawn Tenh

Benna

Benna's unidentified friend via phone

PeiLing

Gary (sort of)

Jillian

LohLiang via MSN

Sorry if i missed out anyone :D Sadly, there was one friend (i shall name the friend, no. 70) who gave me a present that 70 bought last time because i wanted it but 70 didn't wish me a happy birthday because 70 was angry at me for saying something that i didn't intend to be offensive. So 70,if you see this, you should know who you are. Thank you for the gift anyway.

Bee Tee Doubledew, I love SHINee's Ring Ding Dong and their super cool new look. I'm lovin' it! Key looks super handsome(: I know Lulu disagrees but to each his own. She has her JongHyun anyways(he looks like a pineapple to me). Minho looks like he is Lee Minho's little brother because of his princely look. Taemin looks like Taemin, but less cute. Onew looks like Onew, but his voice is really NAICE. Key is still the best, with his SOFT AND BOUNCY HAIR!!! I can't resist hair like that, and it even bounces when he dances. XD

Also, I am digging Ji Yong's new MV for Butterfly. It's so Alice in Wonderland, which I LOVE! and he looks A-DOR-RA-BEL with blond hair :D Yays for the wonderful Korean anime style. And the girl is an animation so the fan girls won't go on a rampage when they kiss. What good thinking! But he must have felt kind of weird kissing AIR in front of a GREEN SCREEN. I love it nonetheless. It's such a nice song too! I don't really care if he ripped it off The Oasis(: Such a nice and refreshing change to hear him sing something that isn't hip-hop.

Bai Der Wae, my mom invites all the people who gave me presents to come swim(: Yah, I know she's biased cause its the people who gave me stuff, but sheah.

GYS today! Mr ooi talked about pornography, BGR and etc. Then there was this super old drama-like thing from ED that was about a girl that got pregnant and a guy who mentally undresses his female friends after he watched pornography. It was kind of boring at times and funny at times. They also said that they got see our blogs. So my dear teachers, if you are reading this, I still think that BGR is a good idea. Lol.

So I am free all day tmr, please help take some time off my hands(:

Have a nice day!

2009-10-21T05:05:00.000-07:00

Hai. I just dug this out of my archives :D

Name the 20 people you can think of right now.
Dont read the questions till u name the 20 people.
At the end of this,choose 5 people to do this,
RANDOMLY it shall be named.(one girl,one boy)

1.Shawn Phua(bro)
2.Benn Phua(bro)
3.Eunice
4.Vanessa
5.Joelle
6.Lulu
7.Mommy
8.Pink Bag
9.Joe
10.Odee
11.Enru
12.Kim HeeChul
13.Shi Hui
14.Ying Ying
15.Si min
16.Shan Shan
17.Mdm Lee
18.Mr Ooi
19.Mr Tham(first class)
20.Miss Tham(principal)
How did you meet 14?
[Ying2] Wahh. we go a long way back man... JYPS primary one bah.
What will u do if you dont meet 1?
[Shawn Phua(bro)] LOL, THAT WOULD BE GOOD
What if 9 and 20 dated?
[Joe & Miss Tham] ... Muslim stalls will sell pork and osama and george bush are brothers.
Will 6 & 17 date?
[Lulu & Mdm Lee] ............. no way in hell man. that is overkill. LOL
DEscribe 3.
[Eunice] SHE is very random, very funny and very lame.
Is 8 attractive?

[Pink Bag] Only some people will know who I'm talking about. And, YES. Because he looks gay.
DEscribe 7
[Mommy] Yay, She is my dear wittle mommy.
Know any of 12's family members?
[Kim HeeChul] Yah, harhar.
What will you do if 18 broke up?
[Mr Ooi] Ouh. I will cheer him up by getting A1 for math :D
What language does 15 speaks?
[Simin] English,Chinese, maybe some dialect?
Who is 9 going out with?
[Joe] No idea.
How old is 16?
[Shanshan] 14?
When was the last time you spoke to 13?
[Shi Hui] OMG long ago.
Who is 2's fave singer/band?
[Benn Phua(bro)] His favourite song of all time is Dashboard Confesional - Closer.
Will you ever like 4?
[Vanessa] HAR.
Will you ever date wif one?
[Shawn Phua(bro)] LOLOL
Is 19 single?
[Mr Tham] I don't know, lol.
What's 10's last name?
[Odee] Phua (Guan Xiao)
Will you ever be in a relationship with 11?
[Enru] uhh. actually hor, fren fren relationship counted right?
What's the school of 3?
[Eunice] JSS
Where do 6 live?
[Lulu] Clementi. China also have.
Favourite thing about 5?
[Joelle] She is nice and pretty(:
Now sabotage 5 people to do this survey!

Zoro

Superman

Batman

Robin Hood

Cinderella

2009-10-21T03:11:00.000-07:00

Hi people!

I haven't been updating for almost two months :D

So anyway, I'm not MIA anymore kay.

So to celebrate my glorious return, I have decided to present you with my EOY results(:

English: 69/100 B3

Math: 70/100 A2

Science: 67.5/100 B3

Geography: 61/70 A1

History: 45/60 A1

Literature: 47/75 B3

Design & Technology: 63/100 B4

Art: 70/100 A2

Chinese: 57/100C5

Yeah, I know my Chinese sucks bad, but i can't help it :P

I was born like this, so if you love me, you will accept it like the sky is blue.

And if you love me enough, you would believe that the sky is pink if i said so.

That didn't make any sense but i will carry on.

I had a cool sleepover on Monday at Joelle's house and it was really cool yah!

BTW, anybody interested in coming swimming at my house is welcomed :D

I swim on Saturdays mostly.

Sometimes the water gets uber dirty tho.

BAI DER WAE,

PINK ICON OUTFIT SLING BAG IS WANTED

please get it for me if you can :D

Beg, Blackmail, Bully or Buy.

I just like it because it looks gay.

Also!!! My birthday is on the 23rd!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So i would like a wonderful present, ya'll!

*hints hints* bag *cough cough*

I don't mind if you abduct a super cute boy for me either :DD

Yay.

OMG

EXAM OVER = CO STARTS

I don't want to go to CO.

I don't want to go for grading.

GARHHH!

Having to go through such emotional trauma each and every wednesday and friday, fills me with dread and such an overwhelming sense of alarm that just begs me to abstain from any Chinese instrument for my entire miserable life. (my English deserves an A2)

And yes, I am from the Welfare Committee!

LOLOL.

Anyway, getting on with life - because it is so terribly short - right now, I would like to tell everyone that my dog recently BIT ME. Yeah, it did the 'Do not bite the hand that feeds your mouth' thing. Evil dog.

Last thing ever, my mom wants to sell our mountain bike because no one uses it. TYVM!

2009-09-15T05:44:00.001-07:00

Hey guys! This blog has been dead for a few months already! Anyways, I'll be muging for my end of years so it will stay dead for awhile more. Therefore, bear with it and you can remind me to post after the exams are over.

Yours,

Gina(:

The Centris

2009-08-15T06:06:00.000-07:00

The Centris kicks ass okay.
After Dnt i went to look for my parents who went to collect the keys.
Alot of things weren't done yet btw.
But the swimming pool has water(:
And its DAMN HUGE okay.
If you look at it too much, you feel seasick.
And there is adventure pool with a mini waterfall thing you can go in.
And then office there the toilet got STEAM ROOM.
Lol, steam room lei, you have or not?
No money buy wok, can go there make steamed fish.
Our house is in the middle somemore, sowe got the middle view(:
And that means living room, Shawna, Benna and my parents' rooms get that great view.
Too bad my room don't have...
But I have the best toilet!
TEEHEE!
My mirror is so huge, it compels me to camwhore with it.
My room also has a view of the mrt, but it doesn't get affected by annoying sounds.
Which means if you take mrt, be sure to check out for a waving madwoman.
Btw, I was like waving to every passing person who looked nice enough.
And because we had to check for problems, we had to masking tape arrows to everywhere. Lol.
The people also turned on the air-cons for today for free.
How nice(:
But the air-cons are so damn cold okay.
And we have like, 6 of them.
But our rooms are extremely small.
They are so tiny, I had to give my true-love-to-be, Malcolm, up for my Timothy...
(Timothy is my current bed, and Malcolm is my bed-never-to-be)
But it's still okay because my brothers have rooms that are so tiny.
My room also doesn't get alot of sunlight.
I'll probably move in a month later or so.
Btw, I can access my dear home from behind Stationary Land.
So after I've moved, be sure to ask me along for any outings to JP(:

I LOVE JUICE

About a few days ago, I got extremely bored and started to brainfart.
I doodled a few things and suddenly had a stroke of genius.
I founded Ginatropolis.
Or has since been renamed to Quinnland.
Quinnland is a town located on the north-east side of Lalaland.
Because everyone has a small piece of land in Lalaland.
Because of that, Lalaland consists of more land than water, and it looks different from the Earth.
Lalaland has a very small rate of natural disasters and will never face extinction.
It doesn't matter how much you pollute it either.
Because only YOUR piece of land will have the pollution. HAH!
And Quinnland would be located somewhere below where Russia would actually be on Earth.
I think that's Mongolia but yeah.
My neighbouring lands are:
Ahbengtroplis, of BengKoon land
Vanessia, of Vanessa land
Eunarius, of Eunice land
Kyletion, of KaiYuan land

Lalaland is just a flat green piece of land, until you decorate it with whatever you want.
becauseeveryone has conflicting ideas on what they want.
Imagine having a river of oil lamps just because if Deepavali, and a river of maple syrup just for thanksgiving.
We'd have so many rivers, there wouldnt be land.
So all the lands would just start with an endless river that connects all lands.
I'll just tell you about the geography in Quinnland(:
Quinnland snows marshmallows, and rains normal rain. (if not, i would have no water)
Our buildings all run on solar power because our roofs have solar panels attached.
The power is stored for use at night.
There are no horrible insects and there are no crocodiles and alligators.
In Quinnland, you would need a license to have children.
You would have to have a good personality and look decent.
Selective breeding you know?
There is no Aids in Quinnland.
If illegal children are born, they will be put under my care.
As well as children who are abandoned, sick or without parents.
This prevents children from going astray and abortion.
Speaking and typing twit is illegal.
Every 2nd day of a new month would usher in a day of free ice-cream(:
On the 3rd day, there will be free ramen.
Any religion would be allowed but bigamy, abusing animals, and slander of other religion is prohibited.
Your license to have children will be revoked, if you commit any offense.
the 4th of March would be Manga Day.
Gay marriage is allowed.
Vandalism is illegal but if graffiti on public property looks good enough, it can stay.
School will only last half a year.
You pick the subjects you want to take.
School is compulsory from age 6 to 15.
You are legal from age 18.
Racial discrimination will not be tolerated.
Now, there'd be alot more if i had to address every issue with our current world, or if i wanted stuff for myself.
Just tell me if there is any major thing i missed out or if i should change sth(:
I bid thee farewell!

Enough.

2009-08-09T19:46:00.000-07:00

I apologize to my fellow procrastinators, because this post isn't about that.
This post is for the fellow haters, because it is about that.

I think you've had enough, haven't you?
I've had enough too.
I've had enough of you, just as much as you had enough of me.
I don't think you are mature anymore, I don't think you deserve that word.
I think maybe you TRY to be mature, and maybe you are mature in a sense that you have a very good relationship with God, but no, I don't think 'Mature' describes you perfectly.
Because you do really stupid things that mature people don't, and mature people don't break down as often as you either(not that I'm holding it against you, I'm stating a fact).
And just as much, I don't think mature people snap at their friends when they have a migraine.
If I was even considered a friend to you, at least.
Because this isn't just an angsty and angry post, I'll tell you what Mature is.

Maturity is a psychological term used to indicate that a person responds to the circumstances or environment in an appropriate and adaptive manner. This response is generally learned rather than instinctual, and is not determined by one's age. Maturity also encompasses being aware of the correct time and place to behave and knowing when to act in serious or non-serious ways.

Now, I don't think you knew how to act in every situation.
The day before was a non-serious situation but you suddenly snapped at me for nothing.
I was completely taken aback but i just continued being random because maybe you didn't get it.
I actually wrote something OBVIOUSLY RANDOM.
How can 'Rainbow Monster' be serious?
But you started doing caps lock and scolded me.
I seriously didn't need that.
But its ok because i tried to understand that you were having a migraine.
But seriously, you could've warned me about that before you snapped at me like that.
Then yesterday, another normal conversation turned into a quarrel.
I was just trying to explain that i was just kidding yesterday.
Then you said something that i took as 'Well, i don't think it was funny. You are NEVER funny. We always have to tolerate you being awkward and it sucks. It sucks so much i want to slap you someday. Watch out because i WILL slap you someday'
LIKE WTF?!?
i wasn't trying to be OFFENSIVE at all. Can't you get a clue?
I couldn't even reply before you went offline.
That's really mean now, isn't it?
You didn't give me a chance to explain, and you just shot off at me.
And you were being mean to Joelle before that as well, but i wont go into that.
Being angry, I just went and complained to two very nice people.
Yes, you guys are the best! I love you citizens of awesomeville~
And today my dear neighbour in awesomeville asked me about it.
I don't think i need to guess what this means.
But whatever. Thank you, dear neighbour in awesomeville for trying to help the situation(:
Your effort has been greatly appreciated.
If you plan on ignoring me on Tuesday and the days after that, I am perfectly fine with it.
It just goes to show what a mature person you are.
Not like you can avoid me forever anyway.
So I shall do a favour for you and ignore you just as much.
I'll ignore you all the way until i see fit to talk to you again.
Which will probably be NEVER because if i talk to you, you'll just want to slap me.
Not like I'll just stand around spouting crap just to wait for you to slap me.
Since my crap bores you, I'll just conveniently leave you, along with my friends.
Aren't I such a mature person?
I'm definitely much better than you, who is probably going like
'Hey, i quarreled with Gina yesterday. Situation goes like, blah blah. Bad right? So are you on my side or not? I'm ignoring her on Tuesday just so I can make her mad'
Now, don't deny it, because you do that kind of thing.
And if you think I'm ever going to apologize for calling you a rainbow monster (puh-lease, I have my pride ok. No way will i apologise for crapping) , you should go fly a kite.
And you should feel guilty.
Because this is all your fault of not knowing how to react in a non-serious situation.
With Joelle, also.
And please don't start on how I am being a horrible Christian now.
I can remember perfectly what I am supposed to do.
I have to be patient, be kind, keep no record of wrongs, don't complain, don't argue, love one another.
But since you don't seem to love me all that much, I don't see why being your junior, I have to be the one trying to love YOU.
So these values do not apply to you, who has just MAJORLY PISSED ME OFF.
Yes, I know this has nothing to do with how young of a Christian I am, but seriously.
Don't start nagging on me.
Your nagging was what caused me to call you a rainbow monster.
I don't even know why i called you that.
I have many other things i could have called you.
If you try to start something again, I will most definitely call you names you won't like.
And you will probably want to slap me some more.
Is that what you like to do? Slap people?
I don't think that seems mature at all.
Maybe you'll read this and your anger will burn, and maybe you will slap me once you see me.
Actually if you slap me, I could break your neck and say it was self-defense.
Just so you can feel guilty, because of you, I may never have close friends again because THEY might want to slap me.
Ok, now you can flood my tag board for all you want.
I don't care anymore. You can even virtual slap me for all i care.
You might say I'm making something out of nothing and that you didnt mean it but guess what?
It's too late to take it back.
Because you already said it and its in the open air now(or not, but its still in my chat history).

Now to the rest of the world, yesterday's NDP was fun, wasn't it? And we get an extra day today(: Anyways I think by now all the sick ppl are ok. If not, get well soon(:

Have a nice day(:

Sick

2009-08-07T00:55:00.001-07:00

I am downright sick now.

When you are sick, you sweat alot, cough alot, sneeze alot and you feel terrible.

I'm still feeling horrible, i am sweating, my nose is running, and my throat burns.

But i'm better now.

When you have so much time to yourself, nothing is able to keep you completely preoccupied.

So then you will start thinking.

Or maybe you wont, because maybe its just me.

Anyways, i intended on an extremely long and emo post about very lame stuff because i think too much.

But i've saved you the trouble of having to listen to my incessant rants on pointless matters.

Anyway, to all those who are sick, let's get well soon :D

Rant-astic.

2009-08-03T05:26:00.000-07:00

I love my sketchbook.

I can scribble down stuff, draw stuff and study with it.

*kisses book*

I came to a realisation that I think incessantly when i'm alone. Then my thoughts will start to become more and more gloomy, i try to find meaning in everything and all of a sudden, i'm emo. Yes, i'm like that. I even try to find pictures in my bathroom tiles. Today, i found a pheonix flying through clouds, random, i know.

I've become extremely naggy nowadays. I'd tell people off for saying bad words, gossiping and complaining. I think my friends get annoyed over it sometimes. I am your helpful, portable sin detector!

I have been saying this for the longest time, but i seriously need a love life. I feel so deprived, seriously. Now even love songs dont remind me of love, they remind me of God, kk. I feel so sad. (Actually if you realise, my rants are becoming more emo)

So yeah, have a ncie week, good luck with tests, peace out.

Yeah.

2009-07-29T04:38:00.000-07:00

A girl and guy were speeding over 100mph on a motorcycle

Girl: Slow down, I'm scared!

Guy: No, this is fun.

Girl: No, it's not. Please, I'm scared.

Guy: Then tell me you love me.

Girl: I love you, now slow down!

Guy: Now give me a big hug.

Girl: She gives him a big hug.

Guy: Can you take off my helmet and put it on yourself, it's bothering me.

In the newspaper the next day, a motorcycle had crashed into a building because of break failure. Two people were on it and only one survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized his break wasn't working but he didn't want the girl to know. Instead he had her hug him and tell him one last time that she loved him. Then he had her put on his helmet so that she could live.

THAT MAKES ME SO SAD!!! (even if it wasn't real)

The music teacher is gonna be CO teacher in charge. MY GOODNESS! That disturbs me greatly, and i am perturbed as to how this peculiar incident has come about, knowing clearly the obvious fact that this techer of ours does not seem to have much knowledge about the Chinese Orchestra. Or maybe she just wants to spend her whole life in the music room.

KY is joining us at church this sunday. WHOOOOOOT! ok, now i've announced it, he can't back out. >=D

Stupid Mr S Tan is making STAR collide with Family Day!!! Shite. IDIOT. OK, yeah I'm on flu medicine high :D (no, I'm not addicted, it tastes horrible)

I am still into slash :D I'm probably gonna continue liking it for awhile more(:

Mdm Lee is pregnant btw...

Manga... again.

2009-07-19T06:41:00.000-07:00

I just read Strobe Edge. It's like, really good, so dont see why its at the bottom of OneManga ranks(its actually new lah, that's why). When I read romance mangas like that i get extremely happy.

This happy feeling never gets old. It's like a really really happy feeling. Like, when you just fall in love and you can see your crush walking over there :D That kind of thing. But i get really sad when i reach the end of the chapter updates/manga.

Anywho,

I would like to express my displeasure in having people not listening to me. Maybe I should keep quiet so when i speak everyone would be like, gina is speaking, must listen! TEEHEE. Yeah, imma try that.

My mom is bugging me nows, bye, people :D

Movies!

2009-07-10T02:56:00.000-07:00

Watched Ice Age 3 today, it was really cute.

But Vanessa was laughing the whole way through.

I liked the squirrels most :D

The guys also went to the cinemas but they watched transformers.

Yesterday night, Eunice told me i'm in CO committee from now on. Lol! I didnt expect to get anything. I'm in welfare if you were curious. I haven't racticed my instruments for a DAAAAMN long time. I think when i go back, i will completely forget everything...

In the shower, i was thinking about WHEN IN THE WORLD will i FINALLY get a boyfriend.

It's really hard afterall, when you aren't an ah lian or very sui bian. It sometimes comes to me that i have been single for almost 2 years, and it bthers me. But that probably just means that my 2 years worth of affection is gonna be poured out when i get a boyfriend....sooner or later.

Yaynessess

2009-07-05T03:17:00.000-07:00

Hmm, yeah so I haven't been updating alot...

Yesterday, I went shopping with Vanessa and Eunice.

We were planning to go to Ion or sth but we started walking to City Link,

Then we walked to Marina Square, and we subconsciously walked to Muji where we bought two bottles of Green Tea for $3.

My mom then called to tell me Ion was not open yet D:

then we just randomly walked to Golden Village then we exited to outside marina square.

We then saw throngs of people wearing red t-shirts.

Apparently there was NDP rehearsal.

So we walked and walked to the direction of the Singapore Flyer.

Then we saw a security guard there and the place looked intimidating at the moment with civil defense fire engine and stuff there.

Then we started walking to the middle of nowhere.

Then we somehow returned to Marina Square where we bought necklaces that said Best, Friends, Forever. Best was Vanessa's Friends was mine, Forever was Eunice's.

Then Eunice and I went to McDonald's to eat stuff but we had to pool money together and stuff.

It was just really funny and embarrassing at the same time.

Then my dear Shawna brother came and asked if I was going to Youth Camp.

So i was like, uhh i dont think so...

then he said why? cause you not familiar with the people?

then he started a very long speech which was kind of... speech like.

Stuff that make you think ya know?

Today I met with Vanessa and Eunice AGAIN and we went to church.

It was like VERY fun during service cause it was special service.

Get smart Play hard, yeah.

Then it was Communion, but i didnt join in.

Then Pastor started prayer and then he was like, those of you who want to recommit yourself to God, raise your hand, and stuff so I kind of RAISED MY HAND OMG.

Then Eunice Vanessa and I went out and Sister Alicia(?) prayed for us.

Eunessa was like BAWLING and the tears were dripping on the floor.

I only cried after the tissue came.

HAHAHAHAHA.

Then filled in the form stuff and went to eat LUNCH which was chickan rize.

Then went back for TENet course which was so funny :D

But it was also very cold because of the rain, yeah.

Got a ride home on Vanessa's parent's van(:

So people! Beware of me, because now i am Christian, I will start pestering everyone! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

end of my holidays..

2009-06-27T07:42:00.001-07:00

hmm yeah, it is the end of the holidays.

i actually really like holidays and i dont miss school at all.

yeah, i am a cold hearted freak.

its cause holidays are so much fun and there really isnt anything to bother you.

except homework, not that i even care anymore.

and you get to sit down and do things and think about life and stuff.

so i am quite disappointed the holidays weren't extended.

I am really really hoping that on Sunday night, the gov. would suddenly decide to extend it.

Well, because i think alot during holidays, maybe i should tell you what i was up to.

not that anyone actually reads my blog anyways.

but since i seriously have nothing to do.

I am currently still listening to kpop.

mainly suju, wheesung, gummy, dbsk, loveholic, epik high, big bang, clazziquai and stuff.

I was also playing The Sims 3 beause umm, my bro illegally downloaded it.

yeah, you can do it, and there is a code generator also, and it was fun.

I still read stuff on FictionPress and currently am into Slash stories.

Just so you know, slash stories are stories about gay love.

Yeah, i know you must be thinking something's wrong with me but no.

I don't like that stuff about girly guys, i like the stuff about two guys who act like guys.

Because i realise homosexuality isn't really a big issue at all.

I am very sorry, Christians because i know homosexuality is a sin, and i support it but seriously.

I think maybe even jesus could have had a phase where he liked guys or sth.

No offense but hosexuality isn't in the ten commandments so it isnt a majorly sin yeah.

And if you think about it, alot of gays are good looking guys

(talking bout the gays that aren't girly)

and alot of lesbians actually look like boys haha.

Slash stories are actually fun to read because they aren't just as shallow as normal stories yeah.

I am also still playing Restaurant City.

Albeit not as often but still.

Because its just fun like that.

I am quite unaffected by Michael Jackson's death even though the media are really overeacting.

He lived a good life, so its good like that.

The media are just going ON AND ON about his life story and how good he was.

Then you would remember that a few years ago they were badmouthing the same person.

Saying stuff like how he is a pedophile and then you would see the irony of it.

I hope he can rest in peace, thank you for the hard work.

The random fact of the day: A whip was the first man made object to break the sound barrier.

I was thinking because i've been so obsessed over 100 question quizzes, maybe i should just post random facts about myself and yeahhhh, here goes.

FACT

1. My favorite fruit is the watermelon even though i hated it many years ago.

2. Black, white and blue are indeed my favorite colors, even though black and white are actually shades.

3. Music makes me think alot.

4. I actually like China because it has alot of history but i dont like Chinese language.

5. I love thunderstorms.

6. I have moments when i just want to ignore people and live in my own world.

7. My favorite number is nine and eleven.

8. I play some chinese instruments.

9. I actually try learning the guitar from my bro but i get lazy and then i wont want to memorise chords.

10. I like the smell of burnt wood.

11. I like drinking green tea, peach tea, vanilla milkshake, mocha, latte, ice lemon tea, milo and juice.

12. I do not have unlimited texting.

13. I like to draw things but i always have no idea what to draw.

14. Born on the twenty third of october.

15. I actually like my family but besides that i dont really like people that much.

16. I'm not athletic in any way.

17. I cant talk to strangers properly because i take very long to respond to people.

18. I like keeping quiet, but if i start to talk, i can talk alot.

19. I like eating Chinese food, Western, Japanese and alot of stuff but i hate eating animal organs or chilli.

MUSIC

Amy Lee. The All-American Rejects. The Beatles. Big Bang. Bolwing For Soup. Boys Like Girls. Breaking Benjamin. Christina Aguliera. Clazziquai DBSK. Evanescence. Fall Out Boy. Gummy. Katy Perry. Kelly Clarkson. Lady Gaga. Linkin Park. Loveholic. My Chemical Romance. Nickelback. Nirvana. Oasis. Open the Skies. Papa Roach. Paramore. Panic At The Disco. Paula DeAnda. Pink. Plain White T's. Queen. The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Relient K. Run Kid Run. Secondhand Serenade. Se7en. Senses Fail. Super Junior. Three Days Grace. The Ting Tings. Tokio Hotel. The Veronicas. We The Kings. Wheesung. 3 Doors Down. 3Oh!3. 30 Seconds to Mars.

Humph. school starts soon...

Manga...

2009-06-19T10:23:00.000-07:00

OMG.

I just cried while i was reading manga...

Yeah manga...

i'm sorry but i was reading manga...

you might be thinking something like "OMG i never knew gina was such a loser"

but yeah i cried when i was reading it...

because i always cry when i read Ai Yazawa's stuff.

Yeah i cried for every one, which is Nana, Gokinjo Monogatari, Kagen no Tsuki, Paradise Kiss and Tenshi Nanka Janai.

I was reading Kagen no tsuki.

its about Mizuki who is fed up with her life.

Many things happen and i dont want to spoiler,

because the story has probably about three major twists...?

It only has about 16 chapters but its really very good, so i dont see why OM ranking is 500+++.

And Ai Yazawa's drawing style is really original dont you think?

And the stories are all very drama and its still funny.

But Kagen no Tsuki was so TRAGIC that i cried about... 3 times...

And it didnt really have a happy ending. But it was a happy ending...

I AM NOT MAKING SENSE.

but its ok because i am such a nerd...

yeah, i clipped up my fringe and stuff when i was reading the manga.

OMG seriously go check it out ppl. ParaKiss is really nice too (its about a girl who starts modeling), and Gokinjo Monogatari(about a girl who designs clothes). Tenshi Nanka Janai was oky, since i only cried once (which is already a great achievement). and you better know NANA because its named after me :D *nose grows longer*

but sad to say, i think most of Ai Yazawa's manga have people dying. WHICH IS SO SAD.

but its so tragic that it makes you read anyway.

so people who read shoujo manga FOR EXAMPLE OEN BENGKOON

please check Ai Yazawa's mangas out(:

Come to think of it, if you start reading manga, you shoudl follow this lineup.

For shounen ppl: Naruto, Bleach, One Piece, FMA, EYESHIELD 21, KHR, Rave, Air Gear, D. Gray Man(i dont like this anymore D:)

For shoujo ppl: NANA (and all of ai yazawa's stuff), Skip Beat, Boys over flowers (so much better than the drama lor), to-LOVE-ru (if you want), Special A, VK, Cat Street.

For the true manga ppl who just read whatever is good:

ALL OF THE ABOVE, Fairy Tail, Prince of Tennis (there is a New POT btw), Beelzebub, recommend you to watch Furuba anime but if you like tragicness read the manga, TRC!!!, Claymore(:, Koukou debut(there is enren debut also), Ai kora, Hana Kimi, Goong, 666 Satan, OURANHSHC!, Yakitate!. there is a whole lot more, but yeah :D

Just so you know, i hvae read about almost everything besides the mecha/scifi and old school martial arts, for eg, History's strongest diciple Kenichi. I also dont read Code Geass, to-Love-ru, Hajime no ippo, Absolute boyfriend, kekaishi, detective conan(i read first fifty chapters), Yu yu hakusho(i watched it on animax lol) and other random stuff that arent worth my time. And yes, that means i read the viking story(Vinland something), the mercenary story (Ares i think), Potemayo(lol random), Bloody monday, anatolia story, Laon, +Anima, Kuroshitsuji, Mx0, Zettai Karen Children and YES, GAKUEN ALICE. I am so sorry for being fanatic and having wasted so much time on manga but you learn alot... like about bread from Yakitate, free diving from Glaocos (yes i read it, its cool), and conning/scamming people from Liar Game.

Yeah, I am actually revisiting the old days where i would just read manga non stop, watch naruto episode 82 and listen to the woman sing the natsuhiboshi song and cry when Merry-Go was burned. Ahh, those were the days. I still know how to sing some naruto theme songs :D

Just so you know, I finished my history ppt :D yayayayayay!

I still have all my chinese, clementi town paper 2 and Fuhua papers to complete D:

Holidays.

2009-06-17T06:36:00.000-07:00

I really like June holidays.

But sometimes it sucks.

Dont get me wrong, i really like having no school at all.

But the homework piled up really sucks.

And the HEAT it really gets to me.

And my bathroom's lights have gone insane so i can't bathe at night.

And I often forget what day it is or the date.

Then I will thinking that today is the class outing or sth.

Talking about class outing, it was quite okay.

Except that PeiLing gave me the Go-away-you-little-bitch-how-can-you-just-come-up-and-ask-for-food-when-you-didnt-help-out-at-all look when i was hungry.

So in the end i had to come home and eat Sarpino's pizza leftovers that wasnt bad at all.

I also got see Joe, Shawn and pri school guys.

But the homework really gets to you doesnt it?

I still havent completed all my chinese, barely touched my history (about 12 slides so far), didnt touch three of my math papers, and the rest of DNT. There is probably something else i forgot to mention, but its okay.

But i followed my timetable today, just so i wont feel guilty.

Then i was reading manga, feeling annoyed and reading FictionPress poems and stories.

I think i'm going to sleep now and do something similar tomorrow.

Because that's what I always do during the holidays anyway.

Have a nice day.

Again and again, another quiz!

2009-06-11T07:26:00.000-07:00

Yes, seriously, I think this kind of gets on your nerves but bear with me :D

01. What have you been doing recently?

playing Restaurant City, Reading manga, Doing my english homework.

02. Do you ever turn your cell phone off?

Yeah, I do, when the batt is low.

03. What happened at 10.00am today?

I was sleeping :D

04. When did you last cry?

ummmmm I dont know.

05. Believe in fate/destiny?

I don't really think about that but I believe it when it's convenient.

06. What do you want in your life right now?

A great companion, like a dog or a guy or sth.

07. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?

i usually just walk on, or if i'm in a hoodie, i'll put it up, because i'm just too lazy to open my umbrella.

08. What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?

my comforter. it comforts me :D

9. What bottom are you wearing now?

Shorts.

10. What's the nicest text in your inbox say?

i don;t think there is anything i find nice.

11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?

idk, maybe so.

12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?

Nah.

13. What was the last movie you caught?

Night at the museum 2.

14. What are you proud of?

Shiotan and Sasubank. If you're asking about myself, i dont know, maybe my knowledge of manga and some korean songs...?

15. What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?

"Yesh?"

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?

Wheesung - Fading Star. I was bathing :D

17.Do you have any nicknames?

uhhh... vanessa calls me nana.

18. What does your last received text message say?

You just asked that in Q.15...

19. What time did you go to bed last night?

about 11 something.

20. Are you currently happy?

i'm not really feeling anything now.

21. Who gives you best advice?

i dont know, but i think manga gives me inspiration.

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?

nah..

23. Who did you talk on phone last night?

no one.

24. Is anything bugging you right now?

I want to sleep.

25. What/who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?

Umm... it was a manga thing.

26. Do you wear toe socks?

nope.

27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?

Home.

28. Have you ever had your heart broken?

Nah... dont think so.

29. What annoys you most in a person?

Some people think they are all that and they have no respect and think they are so great and don't listen to other people, and yet they always criticise others. Something like that.

30. Do you have a crush on anyone?

like you would believe me anyway. i dont like anyone right now.

31. Have you ever done cocaine?

heck no.

32. What is the colour of your room?

its orangey-yellow but the nippon paint book says 'Savannah'

33. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?

i dont think so.

34. Do you believe in the saying of : talk is cheap?

well, i dont think so. some people just talk and look where they are now.

35. Who was the last person to lie in your bed?

My dog.

36. Who was the last person to hug you?

I don't know. I think my mom, or weitek cause i dont get alot of hugs.

37. Did anyone see the last person you kissed?

i havent kissed anyone yet.

38. Do you have a life? yes.

39. Have you ever thought someone died, when they really didnt die?

i'm not mental.

40. What is the reason behind your profile song?

dont have one

41. Who was the last person you saw in your dream?

ohh shiat. i kind of forgot. i dont have dreams alot.

42. Last time you smiled?

today.

43. Have you changed this year?

according to mr. ooi, i am more mature and i am more stable.

44. What are you listening right now?

My noisy fan.

45. Are you talking to someone when you doing this?

umm... kaiyuan on msn.

46. Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?

I dont walk. I crawl but it looks like i'm walking.

47. Is there a quote you live by? not really, but maybe something like, 'anything goes'

48. Do you want someone you cannot have? i dont know, not really want but it would be nice if i could.

49. Have you ever played an instrument? duhh...

50. What was the worst idea you've had in this week?

Becoming a scientist.

51. What are you doing last night at 11pm?

Getting ready to sleep.

52. Are you happy with your love life right now?

Not really. Not at all.

53. What song best describe your love life?

idk.

54. Does the person know that you like him/her?

huh... i dont have anyone i like...

55. Who always make you laugh?

my dog.

56. Do you speak other language other than English?

chinese lor. and the sashimisuzukihondatoyota thing.

57. Favourite website(s)?

youtube, blogger, wikipedia, google, onemanga, fictionpress.

58. What's your middle name?

dont have one

59. What are you doing tomorrow?

stoning at home or chionging my english.

60. What do you think you are like?

a loser or a nerd.

61. Who will you choose to die with?

i would like to die a cliche death like romeo and juliet :D lollll

62. Where have you been today?

home

63. What game do you play often?

Restaurant city :D Doesnt count? ....dotA? not really... Umm, Fiesta..?

64. Who are you missing right now?

my dog.

65. If you have to choose between friendship and love, who will you choose?

i think...love? but not the drown in the river thing hor.

66. What are you doing right now?

this 100 question quiz thing

67. Which primary school are you from?

Juying Primary.

68. Name 3 colours that you like?

black, white and blue

69. What emotion do you like to show?

calmness..?

70. What is your life to you?

not very enlightening at the moment, but its still ok.

71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?

keep quiet.

72. Who did you last chat in msn today?

Kaiyuan

73. Who do you admire most?

My senior? My parents? And umm, Naruto and Luffy. And some other people.

74. Which month are you born in?

October

75. How are you feeling right now?

Sleepy.

76. What is the time now?

11:01

77. What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is?

No one did.

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?

never dyed it before.

79. Why are you doing this test?

because i like them.

80. what do you do when you are in a bad mood?

give a very pissed off look and say sarcastic stuff or just keep quiet.

81. At which age you wish to get married?

ot too early not too late.about 20 something..?

82. Who is more important to you?

family...

83. If today is the last day of your life, what will you do?

talk to the important people, write a will, play com.

84. Who is the person you trust the most?

my parents?

85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?

i've only ever seen one. and i think the calm before the storm is much easier to believe.

86. If you have a dream come true, what would it be?

getting a totally cool boyfriend or sth...? or maybe fly to korea/ japan and eat alot and play with the snow.

87. What is your goal for this year? none really, but i want to stay in STAR so i dont have to write letter of apology.

88. Do you believe in eternity love?

i hope its true, but you never really know.

89. What feeling do you love most?

there is a feeling of excitement that makes you smile, and it makes you want to jump around.

90. Do you really think its Global Warming now?

yea i guess

91.What feeling do you hate the most?

the feeling you get when you know there is something very bad that is going to happen soon but you cant do anything about it but hope with all your might that it wont happen.

92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?

the close ones, yea.

93. Do you believe in God?

when it's convenient.

94. Who cares for you most?

my parents i guess.

95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

my family, friends, all the other stuff and me.

96. What will you bring when you fight?

shotgun.

97. What have you done regretted doing in your whole life?

there are stuff that i regret but its okay because despite all that, i'm still here.

98. What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you?

its okay,i'll feel alittle frustrated and all but it's gonna be okay.

99. What if your boyfriend/girlfriend two-timed you?

ahh that would be bad... but it depends.

100. HOW DO U FEEL NOW?

i'm feeling okay.

Yet again, another quiz!

2009-06-09T07:07:00.000-07:00

I told you i became addicted to them...

1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? CLOSED.

2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? My mom does XD

3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? only tucked on the bottom

4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? I don't think so...

5. Do you like to use post-it notes? yes! they are a way of life :D

6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? I like cutting and folding them but then i forget about them, so i gave up on that.

7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of bees? OMG! What a question! Bear I guess... I can always pretend to die :D

8. Do you have freckles? nay.

9. Do you always smile for pictures? I try to, unless i am in a really bad mood.

10. What is your biggest pet peeve? that's hard... umm, people disrespecting others and stuff.

11. Do you ever count your steps when you walk? I like to do that... and i count trees and stuff too.

12. Have you ever peed in the woods? OMG yes, when i was like, VERY SMALL.

13. What about pooped in the woods? I don't think i ever did that.

14. Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing? haha! yes, then i would sing something random.

15. Do you chew your pens and pencils? i hold the top with my mouth, but not chew.

16. How many people have you slept with this year? My mother. Only my mother.

17. What size is your bed? Single. Just like me.

18. What is your Song of the week? There's about four. SuJu - Sorry sorry, SuJu It's You and Wheesung - Insomnia and Wheesung - Fading Star.

19. Is it okay for guys to wear pink? YES. you should look at my bro's closet.

20. Do you still watch cartoons? Yeah, random stuff but not all the time.

21. Whats your least favorite movie? TWILIGHT, HANDS DOWN.

22. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? Why should i tell you? i'd keep half in my Shirotan and half in Sasubank.

23. What do you drink with dinner? Ribenna :D

24. What do you dip a chicken nugget in? I dip in mayo at home, mustard at MOS, curry sauce at Mac.

25. What is your favorite food? LOL can't decide. I think it would be ramen, because Ajisan has so many favours...

26. What movies could you watch over and over and still love? Prince of Egypt, Quill, Titanic, 200 pound beauty, Mulan, Enchanted, Troy, 300, Attack of the pin-up boys, Boys over flowers and etc.

27. Last person you kissed/kissed you? D: i forgot.

28. Were you ever a boy/girl scout? haha! nahhh.

29. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? for tons of money, i would consider.

30. When was the last time you wrote a letter to someone on paper? i wrote it to myself, when school was ending.

31. Can you change the oil on a car? nooo.

32. Ever gotten a speeding ticket? noooo.

33. Ran out of gas? noooooo.

34. Favorite kind of sandwich? grilled cheese, ham and egg. or the LJS ones.

35 Best thing to eat for breakfast? mmm... macaroni and cheese.

36. What is your usual bedtime? 10 on sch days and 11 on weekends.

37. Are you lazy? i have mastered the art of lazing.

38. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween? I dont celebrate that stuff.

39. What is your Chinese astrological sign? are you talking about the zodiac thing? its pig.

40. How many languages can you speak? english, chinese, random jap and korean, so about 2.

41. Do you have any magazine subscriptions? Nat Geo, Lifestyle.

42..Which are better legos or lincoln logs? LEGOS

43. Are you stubborn? I think.

44. Who is better...Leno or Letterman? None.

45. Ever watch soap operas? Yi nan wang considered right?

46. Afraid of heights? If i am standing on one rope, yes. If in a cable car, no.

47. Sing in the car? Yes!

48. Dance in the shower? Yes, I do a little stuff, but not the dangerous ones.

49. Dance in the car? Yes...

50. Ever used a gun? Toy gun?

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Umm few weeks ago, got class photo and cca photo.

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? i like them.

53. Is Christmas stressful? when i see cuples doing stuff, yeah. and the present giving part. $$$!

54. Ever eat a pierogi? nah.

55. Favorite type of fruit pie? is apple pie counted?

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? a teacher, a singer, an actor, a dancer, etc.

57. Do you believe in ghosts? Ummm, afer watching horror films

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? yes

59. Take a vitamin daily? Nah...

60. Wear slippers? haha! i am wearing them now.

61. Wear a bath robe? nah, too glam for me.

62. What do you wear to bed? clothing :D

63. First concert? never been to one.

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? ... Giant. NTUC, FairPrice.

65. Nike or Adidas? Adidas.

66.Cheetos Or Fritos? cheetos

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? peanuts.

68. Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? Yeah.

69. Ever take dance lessons? yeah :D

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Umm, anything will do, but like computer programmer would be cool :D I have a thing for hopeless guys wearing glasses XD nah, jk.

71. Can you curl your tongue? Yeah :D

72. Ever won a spelling bee? Never done it.

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Yes, i forgot what it was.

74. Own any record albums? yes

75. Own a record player? No

76. Regularly burn incense [candles]? I burned candles on earth day and my father likes incense.

77. Ever been in love? not sure.

78. Who would you like to see in concert? that's hard, i wanna see SuJu and DBSK together.

79. What was the last concert you saw? in my last life.

80. Hot tea or cold tea? depends

81.Tea or coffee? depends also.

82. Sugar or snickerdoodles? what the...?

83.Can you swim well? nahhhh.

84.Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Yes

85. Are you patient? NO WAY

86. DJ or band, at a wedding? DJ

87.Ever won a contest? a few.

88. Ever have plastic surgery? No

89. Which are better black or green olives? none.

90.Can you knit or crochet? nahh, my mom does it for me.

91. Best room for a fireplace? living room.

92. Do you want to get married? Umm... yeah... hopefully.

93. If married, how long have you been married? tralalala~

94. Who was your HS crush? High school? i'm not in high school but in sec school, i dont think i had any.

95. Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? I say very mean things and i can do alot to get something.

96. Do you have kids? hahahahahahahaha. Shirotan?

97. Do you want kids? I think so...

98. Whats your favorite color? Black and blue.

99. Do you miss anyone right now? :S i dont know. my grandma?

100. Did you watch, Next Great American Band on FOX? nah...

By the way Wheesung's version of Insomnia is really cool, check it out(:

btw this is our pig zodiac.

Contrary to its rather negative reputation in the West, the Pig of Chinese Astrology may be the most generous and honorable Sign of the Zodiac. Pigs are nice to a fault and possess impeccable manners and taste. They have so much of the perfectionist in them that others may be inclined to perceive them as snobs, but this is a misconception. Pigs are simply possessed of a truly luxurious nature, one that delights in finery and riches (in surroundings, food, lovemaking and otherwise). This Sign believes in the best qualities of mankind and certainly doesn't consider itself to be superior. Pigs also care a great deal about friends and family and work hard to keep everyone in their life happy. Helping others is a true pleasure for the Pig, who feels best when everyone else is smiling.

A Pig with no one around to appreciate its giving nature is a sad sight. Pigs are so magnanimous they can appear almost saintly; this can lead some less-than-well-intentioned souls to stomp all over this Sign, and the bad news is, the Pig will take the blows! Pigs make great companions in part because of their refusal to see the more negative or base qualities in a partner, but that rose-colored view can lead to this Sign's allowing itself to be taken advantage of. Contrary to their seemingly benign dispositions, however, Pigs can be quite venomous in response to being crossed by a lover, friend or business partner.

Pigs are highly intelligent creatures, forever studying, playing and probing in their quest for greater knowledge. They can be misinterpreted as being lazy, however, due to their love of reveling in the good stuff; this Sign could happily spend hours on end making love, napping, taking a long bubble bath or dallying over an incredible spread of rich foods. Pigs tend to make wonderful life partners due to their hearts of gold and their love of family. Even so, Pigs can be rather exclusive, choosing to spend time with those who will appreciate them most and ignore the rest of the populace. Pigs would do well to realize that there's more to life than being needed. When they open up their world to a diverse group of people, they will truly bloom.

Randomness at max.

2009-06-08T22:53:00.000-07:00

Today i woke up, ate my breakfast and then drank my milo.

When I was staring at the packet, I suddenyl got a random idea of a love story.

Yes, its a love story.

4 years of anime and manga has resulted in my making up of love stories whenever and wherever.

So you must be thinking " what the hell!? how do you make up a love story while staring at a milo packet?"

Yes, I can do that thanks to my ownage of lovey dovey storylines.

Now, if you notice, milo packets all have the wonderful face of the national paddler PANG XUE JIE from Singapore Sports School, and there is one of him holding a milo packet and the other side has him playing table tennis. Yes, I have memorised it to the point i can draw him out if you want. Actually I have never been to SSS so forgive me if i get anything wrong.

So the story goes like, Once upon a time, there lived an ordinary girl called (whatever) XOXO. She was completely ordinary just you and me. One day, she looks at the milo packet, the side of PXJ playing table tennis, and she FALLS IN LOVE WITH HIM.

Yes, its the typical cliche LAFS thing. She blushes while looking at it then she makes the great decision of following in his footsteps and etc..... so forward 2 years, she is currently in Singapore sport school and then she is sth like sec 1 right?

But she play tennis btw, because tennis skirts are all cute. It has to be that skirt.

So wearing that flimsy tennis skirt, she walks around the school then she sees PXJ then she blushes (sorry, its a manga moment, just let me do the cliche thing) and then she stutters and she bumps into something and she trips and she FALLS INTO THE ARMS OF PXJ (yes, its ultimate cliche moment, please shiver with disgust) So now she totally turns red then he does the hahaha, lol, thing and gives a idiotic i-am-the-most-popular-guy-in-the-whole-world smile and leaves poor XOXO by herself stuttering. (of course at this point we need an antagonist) So then this bitchy lady called (omg how!?) Supergaga (omg so sorry) comes up to her and tells her in the i-am-the-bitchiest-girl-in-the-world-so-dont-mess-with-me voice " PXJ is mine you BIATCH, GET LOST!!!" then Supergaga (LOL) claws XOXO in her face and runs after the ohh-so-cool PXJ. (Yeah, this story is going no where) XOXO, sitting on the floor in defeat, touches her clawed face and cries, thinking " Ohh, PXJ is taken, i have no chances anymore! All my effort has gone to waste!" *wallow in despair moment* (Now, PXJ needs a competitor) Then walks in (think fast!) UltimateHero (OMG this is sounding like RPG ok...) and he is the second most popular guy after PXJ and he does tennis also. So UltimateHero comes up to her and gives his dashing i-am-the-nice-guy-so-fall-in-love-with-me smile and helps her up, cleans her fsce for her, comfort her, teach her tennis and ultimately, UltimateHero (sorry, i just had to make that pun) confeses to XOXO and then XOXO, being the naive, innocent and pure female lead like all shoujo mangas, is very confused and she doesnt know what to do. PXJ not wanting to lose a loyal fan, goes to her and forcefully gives the i-am-the-bad-male-lead-so-you-cant-leave-me kiss and then XOXO is, again, completely smitten by his kiss and she rejects UltimateHero outright. She decides to aim for the top in the tennis world and continue chasing after PXJ.

-THE END -

Sorry, I just wasted 10 minutes of your precious life with this horribly meaningless story of XOXO, PXJ, UltimateHero and SuperGaga. But hey, i just thought of it in the morning (actually 11am) while drinking milo, so you cant blame me.

Just in case PXJ is a complete narcssist and tries to google his name and my completely lame post shows up, this is to say SORRY for ruining your name and etc. but i think that it must be really cool to be on every milo packet. Do you get like, lifetime supply of milo?

Ok, that is it for my random post, thank you very much for tuning in :D

Have a nice day!

Random rants.

2009-06-07T06:09:00.001-07:00

This is a collection of random thoughts I thought about in the span of 30 minutes while listening to SuJu - Sorry Sorry (basically this is what I think when I listen to it). I just feel like i'm in a blogging mood today, so i'm making the most out of it.

I was blog hopping and reading about people's lives (sorry, i didn't tag anyone)

and then suddenly I felt like, 'Ahh, so this is what this person was up to'

then i'll think of something like ' Wow, I really don't know this person well'

or 'Haven't talked to this person for a long time'

or if it's a close friend, i'll go 'Haha, this person wrote about me'

or 'This person did this without telling me!?' and i get abit jealous sometimes.

Then I realise that I really have no social life, then I think that I am anti-social.

But then I realise that staying at home and playing on the computer is fun(:

I was looking at the english subs for Sorry Sorry, and then I was thinking if any guy actually felt that way. I'll post the lyrics here just so you know.

Super Junior - Sorry sorry

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
I I I first
For you for you for you I fell
fell fell fallen baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Eyes are blinding blinding blinding
Breathe is stifled stifled stifled
I’m going crazy crazy baby

[Siwon] Inside the glaze that stares back at me
Inside the gaze it’s as if I’m
As if I’m a guy bewitched by something
I can’t even escape it now
[Hankyung] The way you look when you walk over
The way you look it’s as if
You came and stepped on my heart on the way
I can’t even escape it now

[Ryeowook] Wherever you go you confidently
Smile, your attractiveness
[Sungmin] A rare beauty and a good girl
Universally thought of
[Ryeowook] Proudly, without stopping
You’re really like a fantasy
[Sungmin] So much that people can’t change their mind about it
I’ve fallen for you

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda
I’ve fallen baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara

[Donghae] Hey girl gir gir gir gir gir girl i
When I open my eyes I think of you Hey girl
Asleep or awake, the truth is I can only see you
[Kangin] Tell me in your heart I
Tell me did I get a spot
Tell me tell me please
I’m stupid stupid stupid

[Ryeowook] People in my surroundings tell me
I’m too aggressive
[Eunhyuk] In this world that sort of person
Not as though there are only one or two of them
[Ryeowook] You don’t know you don’t know her
Words that they say in jealousy
[Eunhyuk] If you’re jealous of me
Then they are going to lose

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda
I’ve fallen baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara

Let’s dance dance dance dance
Let’s dance dance dance dance
Let’s dance dance dance dance
dance dance

[Yesung] Hey will you come to me now
I feel like going to really go crazy yeah
[Kyuhyun] I want to only love you
I will never think of looking at anyone else hey

[Eeteuk] Rather than a lover, a friend
Is what I’d rather like to be
All of your thoughts and sadness
I want to keep
[Eeteuk] As if as if you might not exist
I love you so much
The person that I expect is you
that that that girl

So, when I listen to the lyrics, I think that if anybody feels this way about anyone, they must be really really happy, and i'll feel envious of that... Then I start to feel irritated about my nonexistent love life, but then I read something in FictionPress, it's about a girl whose friend has found her true love and this girl decides that she will wait for her own true love and be happy like her friend. So after reading that, I think that being single is not so bad afterall.

(pls refresh if it says forbidden. link:http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2682096/1/Someone_for_Me )

Seriously, when i realised that i have such thoughts then I counter it with other random thoughts makes me think that I am really those 30 year old singles who attend blind dates and have a crappy life eating ice cream on a sofa while watching reality tv shows at home. These people really have too much time to think. This was further established when Shawna brother revealed over dinner, to me that I am wasting my life away using the computer. But then, its still okay because the story about waiting for true love still had its inspiring effect over me, so in the meantime i shall just wait for something to happen.

Then one question in the 101 question quiz got me thinking that if I could change my name, what I would change it to. I thought if something idiotic like Banana, then decided otherwise, and thought of more practical things like linguini (not the ratatouille guy, the pasta) but then people would make fun of me, then i thought of [funny -> laughing -> stiches] then I wanted to call myself Stitches. So it would be like 'Stiches, are you sleeping in my class?', 'Stiches, eat your dinner'. Haha! Then I was thinking of Inbox, but it felt wierd because it would be 'Inbox, go and bathe!', 'Inbox has the file, go ask her for it', and 'Inbox already sent it to you, go check your inbox.' Then I was thinking of food, so the first thing was Ramen. 'Ramen, let's go shopping!' then i felt that it sounded like Raymond, so i moved on, thinking about STAR camp (random, i know) and how we were taught critical thinking, creative thinking and etc. and i realised that I am using SCAMPER technique to decide on my name XD Then back to my name deciding, I felt that something like Shoes, would sound cool as well, so imagine "Shoes, would you marry me?" it sounded idiotic so nahhhh. Then I was feeling envious that Jaejoong was a guy and thus, could get away with calling himself, Hero. I wanted that name! So in desperation, i looked around my house and found my curtains. "Curtains, get the door", "Oi curtain, faster lah" It still wasn't right, then i realised that finding a name was like finding a lover, yes it's that hard, and that got me thinking about guy requirements.

Sometimes, I think about what i want in a boyfriend, what we would do together, and what would I do for him and etc. Then sometimes the list gets longer, sometimes i cross things out of it, because i figured those things only happened in korean dramas. I remember wanting to have a tall boyfriend who could play basketball, sing and dance, talk really cool and look really cool, then we would eat together, talk together and walk around holding hands and stuff, but then on gloomy nights, i would think that if there was any guy like that, he wouldn't be anywhere here in Singapore, Jurong West,and he wouldn't like ME anyways. So I'm really waiting for a miracle to happen :D

Anyways, these are the random thoughts i think about when listening to songs and etc.

btw my bro just showed me a really idiotic mv about this band singing songs called 'Jizz in my pants' and 'Dick in a box' its really very funny in the wrong way but seriously XD

Also, the STAR camp wasn't all that fun but it wasn't all that bad, the food wasn't up to Gina standards but it was edble. Sleeping in tents wasn't up to Gina standards also but it was cooling. So overall i give the camp 1.5 stars. Last year's was about 3 and a half. Out of 5 stars of course.

So for the third time today, have a nice day.

Yet another quiz!

2009-06-07T05:23:00.000-07:00

Sorry, I just can't resist them... This was something from facebook actually.

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. Last beverage: Sugarcane
2. Last phone call: mom
3. Last text message: Messaged Joelle.
4. Last song you listened to: SuJu - Happiness
5. Last time you cried: I wake up then I yawned twice.

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. Dated someone twice: Nope.
7. Been cheated on: Nope, I don't think so.
8. Kissed someone & regretted it: Haven't kissed anyone.
9. Lost someone special: Umm... Not really.
10. Been depressed: Yes...
11. Been drunk and threw up: Nope.

LIST THREE TOP FAVORITE COLOURS:
12. Black
13. Blue
14. White

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend: Yeah :D
17. Laughed until you cried: Nah.
18. Met someone who changed you: Nope.
19. Found out who your true friends were: Nope.
20. Found out someone was talking about you: I think beginning of the year.
21. Kissed anyone on your friend's list (facebook) : No...
22. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life: Almost all.

23. How many kids do you want to have: Roughly 2?
24. Do you have any pets: A dog.
25. Do you want to change your name: I always wanted to make it something funky but too lazy lah.
26. What did you do for your last birthday: I forgot. I think we went to eat expensive food.
27. What time did you wake up today: 12.38pm.
28. What were you doing at midnight last night: feeding restaurant city workers.
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for: Idiotic people taking their time. (sorry, the answer didn' really match the question)
30. Last time you saw your Mother: she is 2m away.
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I wish I was in NarutoLand or something.
32. What are you listening to right now: SuJu Sorry sorry (yeah, still not tired of it)
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No tom, got timothy (my bed)
34. What's getting on your nerves right now: idiot dog whining for watermelon.
35. Most visited webpage: Onemanga!!!
36. Whats your real name: Gina.
37. Nicknames: Nana
38. Relationship Status: Single but not very available :D
39. Zodiac sign: I am Libra in Google and Scorpio in the newspaper.
40. Male or female: Female
41. Elementary?: Juying Pri Sch.
42. Middle School?: Jurong Secondary School
43. High school/college?: I'm hoping Ngee Ann Poly.
44. Hair colour: Black.
45. Long or short: long...?
46. Height: 159.5cm
47. Do you have a crush on someone?: Ohh, that was quite long ago.
48: What do you like about yourself?: I know alot about manga(:
49. Piercings: one on each ear.
50. Tattoos: none.
51. Righty or lefty: Right-handed.

FIRSTS :
52. First surgery: None.
53. First piercing: Ear.
54. First best friend: I think it was Sally, from Kinder. Or Natasha/Dinnie/Ying2/ShiHui?
55. First sport you joined: I don't know...
56. First vacation: Malaysia, truly asia.
57. First cca you joined: Choir.
58. First pair of trainers: Forgot.

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating: Ice
60. Drinking: Melted ice
61. I'm about to: smack my dog.
62. Listening to: SuJu -Sorry sorry/ idiot whiny dog/ bai wan da ge xing people singing.
63. Waiting for: my dog to shut up and my portal to MangaLand to pop out.

YOUR FUTURE:
64. Want kids?: I think.
65. Get Married?: Yes!!!!
66. Career?: Something that pays well and doesn't suck alot.

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes: Umm... Eyes.
68. Hugs or kisses: Hugs.
69. Shorter or taller: TALLER...
70. Older or Younger: Older by a little.
71. Romantic or spontaneous: ... Alittle of both?

72. Nice stomach or nice arms: Lol! Idiot question. Both?
73. Sensitive or loud: ... Lol, not too loud, not too sensitive.
74. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship...
75. Trouble-maker or hesitant: hesitant is used wrongly here. I think not too much of any but all girls have a thing for bad guys XD

HAVE YOU EVER :
76. Kissed a stranger: Nah.
77. Drank hard liquor: Nope.
78. Lost glasses/contacts: Nope.
79. Sex on first date: No!
80. Broken someone's heart: Don't know, don't think.
82. Been arrested: No no, clean record.
83. Turned someone down: Yeah.
84. Cried when someone died: Yeah.
85. Fallen for a friend?: Yeah, ok shut up.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
86. Yourself: I think so.
87. Miracles: Yes, because a miracle will take me to MangaLand
88. Love at first sight: Something like.
89. Heaven: yupp
90. Santa Claus: not even when i was a little kid. haha
91. Kiss on the first date: idk
92. Angels: not really

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
94. Had more than 1 girlfriend/boyfriend at a time: No, don't think so?
95. Did you sing today?: Currently singing lol!
96. Ever cheated on somebody?: No, don't think so.
97. If you could go back in time, how far would you go?: All the way back, then i'll surprise people by speaking Old English when i'm still 1 year old XD.
98. If you could pick a day from last year and re-live it, what would it be?: Don't know, any day will do.
99. Are you afraid of falling in love?: Nah, i'm waiting for it to happen.
100. Posting this as 100 truths?: Nah, bcause it's 101...
101. Love yourself?: I manage.

Btw, comments on SuJu's videos are like for example:

edwardcullen4eva@3@ (2 days ago)

My Sungminnie is sooooo cute <3

So adorable that I want to kiss him!!! My cutie pie is so wonderful!!!

My Kangin is also sooo handsome!!! Marry me!

(not based on anything, i just created it randomly, including the name :D)

Come on, lady, they are not YOURS, they are artists, not your pets, okay.

Get a life, I bet you masturbate to their MVs?

Okay anyway, my mom's eating durian now and its TOTALLY STINKING UP THE WHOLE HOUSE!.

Have a nice day T.T

Anoher quiz!

2009-06-07T01:28:00.000-07:00

Sorry about that, but i'm currently obsessed with 100 qustion quizzes now :P

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT? Fell on a drain.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM? Bulletin board, Nat Geo poster.

3. DO YOU SNORE, GRIND YOUR TEETH, OR TALK IN YOUR SLEEP? I don't know, but i shake my legs sometimes (:

4. WHAT TYPE OF MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO? Punk, Acoustic, Rock, Pop, Indies, etc..

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN? Nooope.

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW? An epic adventure.

7. WHAT DO YOU MISS? Wearing my primary school uniform.

8. WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION(S)? Sasubank and Shirotan :D (see previous quiz)

9. HOW TALL ARE YOU? i'm average, about 159.5cm

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC? If it's small and dark, yes.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK? Yes...

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY? It was a dog. Quill, the dog from the movie.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PERFUME FOR A GIRL? That kind of perfume that smells refreshing and not overbearing.

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX? I like people with black hair(:

15. WHERE CAN YOU SEE YOURSELF BEING PROPOSED TO? .... Actually, anywhere will do.

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINK? Coffee.

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING? Cheese.

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE? Salmon sashimi.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST MEANINGFUL GIFT YOU'VE EVER RECEIVED? A bookmark with a message.

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY? Like? Roughly yes, but seriously no.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED? Hell no.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND? Whatever looks good and is comfortable.

26. DO YOU HAVE A PET RIGHT NOW? Yes.

27. WHAT KIND IS IT? A dog who meows.

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? Can’t say.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU? With a song.

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED: 11.

31. BLONDS OR BRUNETTES? Brunettes.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL MOST OFTEN? 1. Speed dial my mom.

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST? People who think they are all that and don't show respect to people.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE USA? In fact, I have never been to USA.

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES? Korean dramas, songs with THAT kind of lyrics, and people who look very cute when they smile.

36. MET ANYONE FAMOUS? Dawn Yeoh and Machi Boy?

37. FIRST JOB? Superman.

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL? Of course.

41.WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE FILLING THIS OUT? Playing Restaurant City and listening to SuJu.

40. HAVE YOU EVER HAD SURGERY? Nah.

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST? I don't know...

43. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? Took out the lower one, left with the upper one.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY? A hoodie, Famous Amos cookie cake, piggy bank.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT? I don't know, 2?

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? Nope.

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS? When I really want something, or I have nothing to do.

49. WHAT KIND OF SHAMPOO DO YOU USE? I don't know...

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? It depends if I want to write nicely.

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Ham.

52. ANY BAD HABITS? I am alittle sarcastic, lazy, pessimistic and envious.

53. WHAT CD ARE YOU MOST EMBARRASSED TO HAVE ON YOUR SHELF? Hilary Duff...

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? It depends on who is the 'another person'...

56. DO LOOKS MATTER? Yes, they do. Don't try to deny it.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER? I snap at my dog and I kick things in my way.

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME? School.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD? Live-sized Minnie Mouse

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE? Like…40?

62. WERE YOU A FAN OF BARNEY AS A KID? I liked Blues Clues more. I thought that barney was creepy because he was always smiling.

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM? Haha!

64. MASHED POTATOES OR MACARONI AND CHEESE? Macaroni and Cheese!

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL? Taste in music, able to hold up a conversation, sense of humor. And the tall, dark, handsome thing.

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? Nana.

67. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE BAND/SINGER? Too many, too many.

68. WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW? Umm... CSI: Miami and Discovery Channel stuff.

69. WHAT WAS YOUR ACT SAT SCORE? What?

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR? Vanillaaaa.

71. DO YOU HAVE ALL YOUR FINGERS AND TOES? I hope so.

72. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WORKED OUT? I was doing random crap dancing in my bedroom yesterday.

73. DID YOU NOTICE THAT THERE WAS NO #64? Did you notice you have a face?

74. WHATS THE FASTEST YOU HAVE GONE IN A CAR? A grand total of: 0 mph!

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS? I don't want to answer YOU.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO? SuJu - Sorry Sorry.

77. LAST THING YOU DRANK? Iced Water

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE? Shawna bro.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX? Eyes, I guess.

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG? SuJu -Sorry sorry. Don't ask me what I think...

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE? People who have no respect.

82. FAVORITE MONTH OF THE YEAR? December.

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN? Aquaris because it has a nice ring to it.

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR? Black.

86. EYE COLOR? Brown/ black

89. FAVORITE FAST FOOD RESTAURANT? Subway, eat fresh.

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI? :D

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED? MV of Sorry sorry.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR? October 23rd.

93. PLAY ANY MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS? Zhongruan, liuqin? Recorder XD And random crap on guitar.

94. REPUBLICAN OR DEMOCRAT? PAP.

95. KISSES OR HUGS? Hugs...

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS? Relationships...

97. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? My memory failed me.

98. WHAT KIND OF CAR DO YOU HAVE? A nonexistent one.

99. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING? None, right now.

100. DESCRIBE YOUR LOVE LIFE: Nonexistent.

Again, do it if you feel like it. Good luck and have a nice day.

Quiz!

2009-06-04T04:50:00.000-07:00

I've entered into the 100th plus posts!

this is a hundred question quiz just for it. haha!

1.) Name: Gina Phua
2.) Birthdate: October 23
3.) Address: Someplace in Singapore
4.) Blood type: O
5.) Height: 159 cm
6.) Weight: 44-48 kg
7.) Shoe size: 275 mm
8.) Personality: Umm... sometimes very crazy and sometimes very serious...
9.) Dream: To have my name remembered by someone.
10.) Specialties: Trivia, Lying, Crapping, Thinking, Playing computer and video games.
11.) Hobbies:Playing my instruments, Singing, Dancing, Thinking, Listening to music and doing my Specialties.
12.) My idol: A person like my dad?
13.) Celebrities you like: Super Junior's Sungmin and Kibum, Wondergirls, Big Bang, Epik High and Kate Winslet (odd one out!)
14.) Fav Flower: Lily
15.) I want to go out with this kind of person: A person who is dependable and lots of fun...

16.) Fav. Fruit: Bananas and Honeydew
17.) People you don like: People who have no humility.
18.) Fav comic book: I like most of the ones I read(:
19.) What I worry about: Money, Exams, Friends and Family.
20.) Sleeping out: ...?
21.) Alcohol tolerance: i don't like the smell and taste of alchohol...
22.) First love: Cadbury milk chocolate.
23.) Someone I respect: Parents, Obama, Mr. Wong, Brothers.
24.) Sport Im good at: Sprinting for awhile.
25.) Fav song: I have too many!
26.) Number of blind dates youe gone on: None...?
27.) When I look the best: When I just wake up after sleeping for 10 hours or more. I don't know why!
28.) Person I've liked the best out of all the people I've gone out with: Not telling!
29.) Fav number: 8 and 9
30.) Prized Possession: Sasubank (my piggy bank) and Shirotan (my seal toy).
31.) Lowest ranking: Umm... Exams and homework?
32.) Religion:Freethinker!
33.) What I think when looking in the mirror: My hair is so messy!
34.) Fav color: Black, White, Blue and Grey...
35.) Good thing about myself: I am quite reliable, i guess?
36.) Bad thing about myself: I have a weak resolve.
37.) Drinking habits: ...?
39.) On a rainy day I want to go outside and get wet: No, I think i will fall asleep...
40.) Things I cook well: I'm good at cooking instant noodles and
41.) Something I want to do right now: I want to eat some ice cream.
42.) Foreign language I good at: Ohh, Chinese is foreign? But i am chinese. Then English? Malay? Japanese?
43.) Something I want to do with the person I love: Walk in the park and spend time together?
44.) A present I want to give the person I love: Not sure... give my love or sth...
45.) Things I want: Good results, more money, a nice boyfriend and etc.
46.) If you met a boyfriend from the past: Say hello(:
47.) A present I want to receive from the person I love: Love....?
48.) Phone greeting: I didn't key in any.
49.) Ringtone: I don't know... it just vibrates...
50.) Caller rings: Just vibrates...
51.) If you found 1 million dollars on the road: I'll take half and give the other half to the police.
52.) Habits: Shaking my leg, thinking too much.
53.) Sleeping habits: I roll around until i sleep then i am not sure anymore...
54.) What I wearing as of now:T shirt and a skirt/short thing...
55.) I want to die when: I don't know...
56.) Something I want to do right now: You asked that in Q 41.
56.) How many times have you received flowers from a person of the different gender: Haven't recieved any D;
57.) Where I want surgery: I will save that money to do surgery on my room.
58.) My charm: I... am reliable, i think?
59.) What people think of me: It's all different, i don' t know why...
60.) Someone I say a lot: 'Random fact of the day...'
61.) What I'm scared of: Insects and spiders.
62.) When I was most hurt: When I attened my grandma's funeral.
63.) When I feel the happiest: When I am doing something nice, or doing something properly.
64.) What I do when I scared: I smile and sing nursery rhymes.
65.) When have you given chocolates to someone for valentines day: I gave cookies with Joelle to our teachers and classmates.
66.) What I do when I am stressed: I frown and then I'll take my dog for a walk.
67.) What I like to eat when I drink: ...?
68.) What I do when I'm mad: I snap at my dog.
69.) Things I can't eat: Wanton and things that are alive D:
70.) Time I get to school: 0645 - 0656
71.) Something I want to learn: How to play the guitar and astronomy.
72.) What I do when there is someone I don't like: Ignore them or say something sarcastic.
73.) When I was the happiest in my life: When I was going to Genting on a cable car.
74.) What I think of money: Money is important.
75.) If the person you love ended up loving someone else: I'll just have to let them go right?
76.) Most recent time I cried: Funeral.
77.) Sunshine or Moonlight: Moonlight(:
78.) First kiss: None yet :X
79.) If someone I broke up with wanted to get back: I'll try and consider...
80.) Favorite person of a different race I like: I like asian people best but... Obama?
81.) My most favorite thing I own: Sasubank and Shirotan.
82.) How long I can wait for someone: 2 hours alone and 3 hours if i have someone to talk to.
83.) When I was most disappointed: Not telling...
84.) Your monthly allowance: $120-140
85.) Fav animals: Dogs, cats and hamsters.
86.) Fav. Season: There's only summer here but i like Winter best.
87.) Most memorable date: ???
88.) What I look at when I look at someone of the other gender: Eyes, then i'll scroll down.
90.) Nicknames: Nana, Banana, Oi.
92.) Love is?: Umm, an ability and a blessing.
93.) When I know the person I love has changed: This question means two things. When the person I love has changed, I will know because the way they behave is different and I will try and understand why.
94.) What I don't like when I'm going out with someone: Huh?
95.) What I like the most about myself: I don't know.
96.) A wish for this year: I hope everything I do turns out well in the end
100.) Last thing you want to say: Have a nice day(:

You can do it if you want, I think it's interesting(:

Bye bye.

Vanessa is a freak...

2009-05-31T22:27:00.000-07:00

This is my long awaited 100th post.

and because it is my 100th post, i shall dedicate it to my dear friend VANESSA

who is right now, getting on with her ever-so-busy life,

while i rot away here in this corner of my house.

If you want to know why i am dedicating this to her, it is because she is such an arse nowadays.

Well, not really but i am saying this in a pique of anger so

'tempt not a desperate man!'

Well, the story is that eunice, vanessa, joelle and i were supposed to meet up today to do our DNT project, and i messaged them at 10 something and i didn't get an answer.

So i went to play com and saw eunice online and i talked with her.

Then at 11 something, i messaged vanessa again and she said she was still at her aunt's house,

and she said that she replied to my message, but seriously vanessa, there is nothing on my phone that says so.

But since you are always right, it must be my phone that is in the wrong because i am a peasant who cannot afford a proper phone.

Seriously, check my phone if you insist on your righteousness.

This must be one of my horrible days...

"O woe! O woeful, woeful, woeful day!
Most lamentable day. Most woeful day
That ever, ever I did yet behold!
O day, O day, O day! O hateful day!
Never was seen so black a day as this.
O woeful day! O woeful day!"

Then eunice and i talked on the phone and then she was messaging vanessa, who was currently interviewing her grandma without informing eunice.

Then vanessa said that she was free on Wednesday but she was planning to go out with her CHUNLI and so now we have to do the project with her and her CHUNLI

Now SERIOUSLY!

I have lost count of how many times we were stood up by you and still have to accommodate to you.

i am a selfish person so i don't want to anymore.

"Is there no pity sitting in the clouds
That sees into the bottom of my grief?"

You better watch out you better not cry,

you better not run, I'm telling you why,

gina phua is angry, right now.

And if you are wondering what with the romeo and Juliet quotes, i watched the 1990's remake of it just now with Shawna brother, so i am currently hooked on Old English. It's really fun!

"O Romeo, Romeo! wherefore art thou Romeo?
Deny thy father and refuse thy name.
Or if thou wilt not, be but sworn my love
And I'll no longer be a Capulet."

"See, how she leans her cheek upon her hand!
O that I were a glove upon that hand,
that I might touch that cheek!"

"Good Night, Good night! Parting is such sweet sorrow, that I shall say good night till it be morrow."

My sincere apology~

2009-05-31T06:05:00.000-07:00

Gahh! Sorry for being so inactive for so long!

I just totally had no motivation to blog so yeah(:

Seriously, everyone has something to do during the holidays

EXCEPT ME so it gets really boring here.

I mostly just sleep through the day and give some TLC to my Restaurant City(:

I think i am getting fat D:

Anyone wants to go out with me????

I mean yeah, random strangers aren't very appreciated,

but the lovebug victim can't make it on Saturdays ( go on and play with the jonat sisterz no. 1)

eunice has her hair appointments, relative visiting and neighbour gatherings to go to,

Joelle has whatever ( i aint sure)

Since i am getting fat, lets go gym. I want to watch Monsters VS Aliens too!

Anyway, in my extreme boredom, i have already completed Chemistry assignment on the acid rain (because it was raining that day), Biology asignment on perfect food (i was just hungry) and Geography paper ( was just so easy) and now i am left with Chinese, Math, English (completed the stuff ON the worksheet), and the other stuff that may be lurking on Lead.com

HAH! Beat that!

So now i have STAR camp coming up - UGH I HAVE TO SLEEP IN TENTS - and i think those guys have too little funds so we have to sleep in tents and with the cute bugs, and do rafting in the sea... Jack! Jack! *near...far...wherever you are...*

And i have some CO heritage thing so i have to learn the NTUC song properly...

GAHHHH!

see you in awhile.

JP

2009-05-15T02:20:00.000-07:00

Today was Geog paper and i finished in one hour after writing very slowly and so i slept for 30 minutes.

Then Vanessa, Eunice and I went to JP to eat Subway then we study. Then we got really bored and so we went to play downstairs at the hammock thing. Then they took pictures and videos yeah.

If you want pictures you could go to Eunice's blog. Then we walked at JP and saw Dawn Yeo with some people then Sharnie(?) wanted to take picture and her autograph with her so eunice and vanessa went to ask her. I might add that she has BIG eyes, is very tall, and very skinny.

Then when we were walking out of JP I saw Machi Boy. You know, the... Heart flower one one open, that guy. He is VERY tall...

Mr Ooi told me that i go 27-28 for my Paper 1 D:

Interchange

2009-05-12T20:06:00.001-07:00

Hello folks!

Today actually started out as a crappy day because i had to take the bus by my lonely self.

Then i sat on 154 and a tall, dark handsome guy sat behind me so it kind of put me in a good mood.

Then went to school, take temperature... why do we have to take it anyway? the alert level is yellow, hello?, then lit exam, which was pretty good at the front and just crap at the back, then went with eunice to eat mac because vanessa had to go to her dad's shop. But alas!

When Eunice and I got off, i realised my wallet was on the bus.

I know my drawing sucks but bear with it.

Then in a hurry, i ran and ran, leaving eunice behind to chase the bus.

Because of the stupid red light, the bus went and then i ran after the green bus.

Then the uncle was very nice and he took me to the interchange for me after failing to catch up to the pink bus uncle. Then we were talking on the way there about how and why i should be careful about my stuff yeah...

Then when i reach i just went and told the Passenger Office there the uncles 'I lost my wallet on 243W just now' then they found my wallet and then fill in the form. Btw they are all very cute and funny :D please don't think the slanted way like joelle, i was just saying they are funny uncles. I do not like old men, thank you very much.

Then i walk walk and then saw joelle, huda and their friend (so sorry, forgot the name) an told them my story :D

OMGROFL

2009-05-09T06:13:00.001-07:00

OMG

We just sold our house.

Yes, the old house.

Which means I will be living at Centris.

Bow to me!

Anyway the people who bought the house was...

this pretty lady, her husband and her children Chloe and whatshisname.

Actually the children were really very small, about.... kindergarten and pre school small.

Then i was the babysitter of the day.

I think i have used up all my patience for the next 5 days...

They totally messed up my room and stuff but, they were cute so it's ok.

And they bought the house, so it's very ok.

Btw if you want to know how messy is messy,

the small boy took out all the tissue from the tissue box and dropped them on the floor.

But it's ok. Because now i have an excuse to be mean to people. :D

So next time, when we (my clique) go to jp and decide to study, come to my house!

And, and, Centris has a Reflecting Pool, Lagoon Pool, the big big Olympic sized Pool, Hot Tubs, Jacuzzi and Adventure pool, still got one more but i forgot the name.

I seriously have no idea why need so many pools. waste water D:

But i will only allow certain people to come, okay.

I don't like people running all over my house.

And next time you guys want bbq can come my house also!

So umm, actually i didn't study at all today (i studied HCF, LCM and Prime Factorisation)

And congratulations to Vanessa if anything happened(:

Flowerpot, Map the Soul

2009-05-09T00:00:00.000-07:00

Flowerpot by Alex from Clazziquai

He sang this to ShinAe in We Got Married Ep 8 because he was leaving for work and he gave her a flowerpot, telling her to take care of it until he comes back.

You come to me from some place far away

My heart trembles, how can I express my feeling?

You stole my heart from the start

And give me an incurable sickness

I want to become a flowerpot. I pray always

I’ll become a flowerpot that sits on your small windowsills

Though I can’t speak or want anything at all

I’ll be able to see you smile and feel your touch once a while

And I’ll be the one gazing at your face as you sleep

You leave me for some place far away

How can I stop my tears from falling?

You had my heart from the start

And made me suffer an incurable sickness

I want to become a flowerpot. I pray always.

I’ll become a flowerpot that sits on your small windowsills

Though I can’t speak or want anything at all

I’ll be able to see you smile and feel your touch once a while

And I’ll be the one gazing at your face as you sleep

I’ll become a flowerpot that sits on your small windowsills

Though I can’t speak or want anything at all

I’ll be able to see you smile and feel your touch once a while

And I’ll be the one gazing at your face as you sleep

___

Map the Soul by Tablo, Kero one and MYK

Map the Soul talks about the basics in life that you can't live without--MYK's verse talks about love, Tablo's about nature of the world, and Kero One's verse about God.

"So many songs, on a daily basis, flood the ears of the public with titillating words like 'seduction' and 'sexy'. Before writing the lyrics to "map the soul' we made a short list of the words that are getting increasingly difficult to hear in this time and age. Words we would like to hear more often on the radio...

Dying words: soul, eternity, destiny, gratitude, sincerity, peace, inspiration, faith, passion, beauty, music......" -- Tablo/Epik High

i remember my first glimpse of her face
i saw you smile, then i smile
i was straight blown away
mesmerized by your beauty from your feet to your hands
how could one be so beautiful i don't understand
heaven sent, god's gift without a doubt in my mind
sometimes i wonder why our paths decided to collide
we started off as perfect strangers
boy meets girl, infatuation to love
now you're my whole entire world
destiny taps me on the back -- saying hello
but really it was your touch
no and i'll never let you go
then you spoke i never heard a voice so sweet
heavenly
and from her words man i knew this girl was deep
just like me
with times to worry and times to play
we'll sit and stress over life or just burn the day away

i know for sho' in our past life
we had to be friends livin and dyin together
knowin that we would meet again
it's just a blessin to have you in my life
i was destined, to be with you
i'm privileged, so amazing no question
and i'm knowin, soon enough we'll get where we're goin
just thinkin about it i can feel my heart growing
am i trippin? or is it that i finally see?
i don't know, but my heart is saying that you're the one for me
please believe me, i'm exactly where i wanna be
this rhyme is written from my heart to you
sincerely

no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you

you turn a cocooned soul into a butterfly
and i, lose control, can never turn aside
you shine like summer skies, like when a lover lies next to me and says to me
you make me wonder why
you are a beautiful mystery
every note carved into musical history
a simile, metaphor... words not enough to
entrust to you,
trust that its true
we must have a clue but we asked for evidence
dwell in passing sentiments though we bask in eminence
every moment every day, busy getting paid away, the soul fades away into a grainy shade of grey
i pray, that you'll listen to what i say,
cause i feel like a missing shoe
this is to everything that you are,
the wild earth, a child's birth, sun moon and the stars

no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you

check it out
so i ask what would i be without you?
like stevie without wonder
hunger without food
a sheep without a shepherd
asleep without your message
that despite the skeptic, in the end you were true
and i knew, that there was more to life
and i grew, livin for the light
i took my answers, combined them with yours
it made life exciting but it closed some doors
word to christ, my life accelerated and deflated
sunk to the bottom, then elevated till i made it
but you always had my back though
when kids threw rocks at me or on stage rappin
still -- i see kids without love
it brings tears to my soul
but why they always drop up
the world's gone bonkers
you've conquered fear
and as long as i believe
you're the reason i'm here

no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you
no reason to live, without you

________

Being Alone by Clazziquai and Epik High

Even after we've parted the road we walked together
Even though I walk alone I'm not lonely... Though I'm alone...

Can I ever forget our shadows which walked the sea (can I forget it)
Can the blue sunflower ever laugh again (can't it smile again)

Though alone I'll say with a smile though no one will know it today
Though alone I'll say I'll laugh though no one will know it today

the hands of the sun clears the curtain of the clouds and it shines on the windblown hair
the world leans on its window looking at me... Though I'm alone...
In the coffee shop empty save me morning all morning I'm drowning in a book happy in the nick of time
with my high school friend who's called I want to forget the rest of the world lost in gossip
As the sun leaves I witness the moon and stars meeting I grip the inky wet fountain pen
I draw my life's melancholy melody on its score

In the warm sunshine the summer fragrance which kisses my lips rides the wind into my arms embracing my long nighmare destroying it/ i sigh/ my cdplayer cd digital camera
the brand new sights I see alone this journey for this worn bag
the sights and i become one depending on the time subway lines 2,3, going to Shinchon, Apgujung, Insadong
Regardless of where I am as long as in that worn bag my hand (ma soul) rests I'm all right, Though I'm alone

Though I'm alone (everything's gonna be ok, van gogh) and the cafe au lait we share
With no one knowing buy a train ticket to courtlane, like Hemingway I want to escape to the sea
I'm happy.... swallowing my loneliness, see, drunken in mine exclusive wine colored freedom
Unchanging, day after day I'm performng, see, stumbling on solitude's adante
In a cup of green tea I make small circling waves though alone, at long last
I find myself walking, on the bench I sing standing next to solitude
The melody of nature and the city The faraway neon sign burns sunset red Everything is so beautiful
It's regrettable wasteful for me to see it alone I wish it were with you

I really like Epik High because their music is original, has meaning to it and it's really catchy :D Just wanted to let you people who did my quiz and got that question know.

Hurrah!

2009-05-05T03:13:00.000-07:00

I have successfully survived the Chinese Exams. I didn't have enough time to complete the paper 2 because i took such a damn long time to read the damn long close passage and the goddamned five passages. All of them are so friggin hard to understand ok...

I seriously hope that i will pass. I already lost like 18 marks and considering my hopelessness at close passage, i think another ten marks will be taken away, then my uselessness at comprehension will leave me around 70 marks to work with. Please, God, ninja, or tacos, let me pass!!!

Then after paper 2 was paper 1. I think i did ok, for my sad, sad level, that is.

Then Joelle was going with Enru and friends to study, Vanessa was at General Office taking papers because of her temperature and Eunice's father came to fetch so I went home by myself...

Then after I got home, I ate KFC with my big bro and came to play com(: If anybody is actually curious about what i do, I Plurk, play Pet Society and Restaurant City on Facebook, do quizzes and read stries on Quizilla and today, I went to check out FictionPress.

All of a sudden, I remembered about the Travel Declaration Form and then i panicked because I couldn't find it. (i dont think i got it in the first place, idiot Weitek...) then as a last desperate attempt, I went to Google and searched " Travel Declaration Form" in the pages from Singapore and ACS website had it. Lol! I danced around my house for about 2 minutes.

Then I chatted with PeiLing for awhile, talking about her blog and SeeToh ShengYang's. And for some reason I became the Prophet of Heaven, so all of you sad, little mortals shall bow down to MOI. lol, just kidding...

So I am very very active in Pet society nowadays. I have re kinder joy. wait, sorry. i have rekindled the burning passion of visiting random people, hugging them, and moving my mouse up and down a pet to scrub it clean. Give me presents PL0X.

I also just visited the class forum. I know it has been MANY MONTHS since, but because i have such a bad memory (i forgot Distinction book 4 times, jianbao 3 times, travel form 2 times, history textbook 2 times, geog textbook 3 times, geog workbook 2 times, reading log 3 times and countless other stuff), it took me roughly 2-3 months to remember :D

I should be praised for having such amazing long-term memory.

I still remember my father said 'three vegetables' when he meant 'three bottles' when i was 5 years old and sleeping over in my parents' room.

and i remember what vanessa and her friend said about the bridge diagram when Eunice and I went to her church service.

I only can't remember names. I AM SO SORRY IF I EVER FORGOT YOUR NAME.

So anyway, i want to tell the world about Mint Ice Cream. Whoever created Mint Ice Cream must have been a horrible, shrewd, mousy, evil old man who wants to destroy an innocent kid's most treasured treat.

Mint itself is a horrible failure of a candy.

Do you know how it was invented? Little Sally walked into the woods and found a plant. She took the plant home, grinded the poor little plant and made it into a pill. The horrible, shrewd, mousy, evil old man saw a business opportunity in the form of a disgusting candy and mass produced it. He then added it into poor Little Sally's Ice cream and he saw another business opportunity in the form of a failed Ice cream.

I mean, come on! DURIAN ICE CREAM TASTES BETTER THAN MINT ANY DAY.

I cannot even fathom innocent, little, unsuspecting children licking the horrible abomination and then turning into something like the horrible, shrewd, mousy, evil old man.

Yes, that is how they got corrupted.

They licked a MINT ICE CREAM.

The World Health Organisation should raise the alert level of mint ice cream to a level 6. That is how dangerous it is.

And it is also the cause of global warming and the recession, because corrupted children turned evil and didnt care about the world anymore.

I cannot begin to see why people would favor mint ice cream over vanilla.

I mean seriously!

Vanilla was created by a kind, sweet, wrinkly old uncle whose dying wish was to see all the innocent children holding a cone of cooling treat, faces smiling widely and he never wanted to make money! Not like the horrible, shrewd, mousy, evil old man.

Ok, i know it has totally no basis to it, but i am just being evil and biased because i was corrupted by the stupid mint ice cream that is why i am being such an exteme arse.

So i hope you realise with my warning that mint ice cream is hazardous and please don't ever feed it to your parents, siblings, child, pet or wild animal, even if your life depended on it. Because that poor thing that was fed mint ice cream will just turn EVEN MORE EVIL! Kekekekekekekekekeke!

Ahh!

2009-05-03T00:41:00.000-07:00

It is two days before the horrible onslaught of Mid-year examinations

and here I am posting on my blog.

If you realise, I have a knack for posting before tests and exams...

If my dear teachers knew, they would probably condemn me...

Yes, i did not study for Chinese properly. So sue me.

The only thing you can study for is the fill in the blank and the sentence forming.

I don't think i am that desperate to avoid the warning letter from Mr. Stanley Tan & co. to actually memorise the meanings, sentences and how to write 46 words & phrases.

So just to let you know, even if you don't want to, I have not been mugging at alllllll.

Yes, I have been wasting my life reading manga, playing on facebook, watching videos on youtube (kevjumba, happylsip and co. are funny), playing solitaire, reading stories and doing quizzes on Quizilla.

So why don't you sue me again.

Wish you people good luck for the Mid-terms and have a nice day :D

EDIT: I have just shamelessly copied Eunice Boon YueHong by putting up my plurk here. I have been inactive for so long my karma went down to 0.00. You guys should try it. It's pretty cool. But ask me for an invite so i can bring my karma up. Kekekekekeke.

Some rants.

2009-04-25T19:37:00.000-07:00

Ohh umm, i actually haven't started revising for MYE.

I have totally no motivation.

Don't know where to start also.

Maybe someday get together with some people then everyone revise together.

If not i confirm last three days then revise or sth.

Anyways, Thanks for tagging, my dear vanessa, kind yunzhen and beloved shihui.

Yes vanessa weitek hugged me because eunice and i were walking to toilet then he random random come up to hug people but eunice gave a very creeped out look so he hugged me instead ok.

And right now I shall do alittle advertising for Hokkaido Girls!

Actually we are Hokkaido Boys lah, cos it sounds nicer.

and we are a dancing group and we are focusing on freestyle cum jumpstyle cum plastic bag cum ballroom dancing style.

Actualy we just do crap dancing at any random time.

The group consists of Eunice, dingfeng??, me, ummm, and a few other random people.

We are recruiting now, so pl0x JOIN US!

If you are between the age group of 5 to 80, we will accept you, no dancing background needed. What we need is CONFIDENCE and D major people.

Then anyway.

Recently when i was eating roti prata for dinner(yeah whatever), i realised that my love life is practically non-existent. Then i was thinking that maybe i won't get married afterall and that all the times i ate all of my food until nothing was left was probably wasted. Then I realised that after all that thinking, i was hungry again, and my family went to sunset way to eat chicken rice :D

I know how random it is, so deal with it.

There isn't any nice manga to read nowadays and the nice mangas are all taking so friggin long to update a measly 30 pages. So i have become a more active user of facebook and quizilla. Btw quizilla is a website where people share stories, quizzes, polls and lyrics, alot of them are pretty good, but more than half the stories are about vampire/cliche stuff. So anyway, add me on facebook if you haven't.

Ohh btw the aircon repair guy came yesterday and he climbed onto my compressor.

At first i was thinking 'what if he drops?' but he was sitting there like it was his own home.

then later he took out this part of my compressor and then there wss a friggin BIRD NEST inside.

but there weren't any eggs yeah. now i know why the birds annoyed me everyday.

Ok i think i wanted to write something but i forgot what to write so i shall just end it off here. Have a nice day :D

SYF

2009-04-22T05:51:00.000-07:00

Today i pinned up my hair extra neatly, showcasing all my pimples.

I skipped classes after recess, and i think i will have heck lot of hwk to do.

All this because of Singapore Youth Festival.

Today, Jurong Secondary School's Chinese Orchestra got a Silver.

Too bad, band people, i know some of you wanted us to get bronze, but we got SILVER.

Silver is not something to be happy about and not something to be sad for.

So there were people that cried and people that laughed (i was one of those laughing) and people with long, straight, black faces.

On the bus back, i was playing a few notes in E diao but then it didn't really feel the same.

Then i thought, ahh, SYF is really over. We really got Silver.

And in primary school i also got Silver for Choir. Maybe i am fated to be silver? tsk, touch wood...

So i am very tired now...

Anyways, people don't be too sad yeahh, seniors have to come back to watch us :D

Going to read manga now (:

Another thing.

2009-04-20T04:56:00.000-07:00

Hey peopleeeeee.

Just dropped by to say hi today because i was in a good mood.

why am i in a good mood?

because mr wong praised us.

and he praised us damn praise-ly kind of praise (that doesnt make sense sorry)

he and the teachers were like so damn nice today.

and before we practiced, we watched a video on youtube about Susan boyle.

She was avery confident lady and everything and she is an old auntie and Simon Cow (i know that is not his name) was there and they were all very critical but she sang damn well yeah.

and he says we are like that. so i hope that we will do well.

btw, i lost my shirt (the uniform one) at pulse studio during co, if anyone sees a lower sec shirt then tell me, please thankyou.

being in a damn random mood, i went to google my name and i found eunice's blog and so i click. then apparently she tagged me to do quiz (it was damn long ago, sorry but i didnt visi for quite long, hehe) and even though i did it before, i shall do it again because my current skin doesnt have archives.

Also, i recently started using Google chrome as my web browser. its alot simpler, cooler and there aren't many things blocking the view.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOU.

1. Are you single?
Yes. I don't mind being single but it isn't very fun either.

2. Are you happy?
I'm feeling good now.

3. Are you bored?
Actually, i am not. I am playing restaurant city while doing this.

4. Are you fair?
skin colour, no. character, it depends. I am fair to people i like. which is already unfair.

5. Are you Italian?
No laaaaahhhhhhh.

6. Are you intelligent?
I hope.

7. Are you honest?
Depends. Not like you can go up to a kind old man and say "YOU UGLY FAT OLD ASS" or anything.

8. Are you nice?
If i want to be.

9. Are you Irish?

Oh, shut up.

10. Are you Asian?
Yes. You faggot.

TEN FACTS ABOUT ME.

1. Full Name - Gina Phua. This is my FULL name.

2. Nicknames - Vanessa calls me Nana, everyone else calls me by my name.

3. Birth place- Mount Elizabeth. anyone is the same?

4. Hair color- Black. but its brown in the sun.

5. Natural hair style- straight.

6. Eye Color - Black? Brown?

7. Birthday - 231095

8. Mood - Pleasant

9. Favorite color -Light colours, black and white, and grey (even tho they are shades)

10. One place you'd like to visit -JAPAN, KOREA. I am truely asian. wait, that is malaysia's tagline, sorry.

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE
.
1. Have you ever been in love?
- It was something like, but it wasn't? I don' know, go away.

2. Do you believe in love at first sight ?
- Do you?

3. Do you currently have a crush?
- I admire people but i still dont crush.

4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally ?
- Mr lee say zhong ruan lun 'shi zai zhao'

5. Have you ever broken someone's heart ?
- Don't know, don't know...

6. Have you ever had your heart broken ?
- Get out...

7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?
- Ohh yes, in kindegarten ...

8. Are you afraid of commitment ?
- i took a quiz once and it said i was. but i think i am ok.

9. Who was the last person you hugged ?
- ........... Wei tek...?

10. Who was the last person you said I love you to?
- I don't know. i remember saying it to everyone.

TEN THIS OR THAT.

1. Love or lust
- Abit of both. hehe.

2. Hard liquor or beer
- Hard liquor.

3. Cats or dogs
- Cats

4. A few best friends or any regular friends
- a few good friends and other regular friends

5. Creamy or Crunchy
- Crunchy~

6. Pencil or Pen
- Pencil.

7. Wild night out or romantic night in
- A romantic night out and a wild night in. wait the second one sounds wrong.

8. Money or Happiness
- Both!

9. Night or day
- Night definitely. Singapore's day is too friggin hot.

10. IM or phone
- Msn.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER.

1. Been caught sneaking out
- I dont sneak out.

2. Seen a polar bear
- The one at the zoo. It was big fat and mouldy. i pity it. our zookeepers should do a better job.

3. Done something you regret
- Yes, many.

4. Bungee jumped
- I will do this quiz yet again, after i do this.

5. Eaten food that fell on the floor
- Yes, but it was within the 3 second rule.

6. Finished an entire jaw breaker
- Yes! I was going to Malaysia so i had alot of time.

7. Been caught naked
- No, go away you perv.

8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back
- Yes, but its embarassing so go away

9. Cried because you lost a pet
- Nahhh. My mom threw it in the rubbish dump, cruel no?

10. Wanted to disappear
- Yes!

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER.

1. Smile or eyes
- BOTH.

2. Light or dark hair.
- Dark

3. Hugs or kisses
- Both!

4. Shorter or taller
- Taller! Taller!

5. Intelligence or attraction
- Intelligence is also an attraction :D

6. Topman or Zara
- Both!

7. Funny or serious
- Both!

8. Older or Younger
- Older, i think.

9. Outgoing or quiet
- He has to talk when its time to talk and keep quiet when it he has to.

10. Sweet or Bad
- Which girl doesn't like a bad boy? I like both.

TEN HAVE YOUS.

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd
- Yes, so many times before.

2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour
- Yes, i think with my friends

3. Ever tried walking on your hands
- No.... i tried standing on my hands

4. Ever been to a rock concert
- No.

5. Ever been on a cheerleading
- Like, duhh~!!! NO.

6. Ever been on a dance team
-Haha! I am now a member of Hokkaido Girls, along with Eunice.We are recruiting, please join LOL.

7. Ever been on a sports team
- I don't know.... forgot.

8. Ever been in a drama play/production
- I think?

9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley?.
- Gina wants a BMW GINA

10. Ever been in a rap video?
- I can always make my own.

TEN LASTS.

1. Last phone call you made
- To my dear Benna brother on 14 april.

2. Last person you hugged
-.............weitek?......

3. Last person you hung out with
-Eunice and Eileen?

4. Last time you worked
-Today when i was doing math :D

5. Last person you talked to
- Mom.

6. Last person you IM'd
- Eunice i think.

7. Last person you texted
- Mom.

8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with
- o.o i... think that was last year, omg i am a hermit.

9. Last person/thing you missed
- I was thinking about someone but why the hell should i tell?

10. Last website visited
- I am on facebook in another tab now.

Anyone who wants to do this can do it.

To my loyal subjects.

2009-04-19T00:20:00.000-07:00

I think it has been decided that my family die die has to stay at Centris.
Well, hopefully we can sell this house first at a good price so...
I was thinking hmm. If i live at Centris...
I can study at the library until very late.
And After that I can eat Subway.
Of if we feel like it, my bro and i can eat at pizza hut.
and if i feel like shopping i can just take half a minute to reach JP.
I think from now on i don't have to wake up damn earlier anymore
and get 10 minutes more sleep.
and we all know how precious 10 minutes of sleep on a weekday morning is.

So i shall throw a coin in the wishing well and hope that this old house will earn us money so that i can stay at Centris and still go to Japan. Kekeke

Fusionopolis

2009-04-11T23:32:00.000-07:00

Actually i haven't updated for the longest time.
So i shall do a little brief updating and some ranting just to keep this place alive yeah.

Friday

Sorry my dear friends who invited me to your church drama but my bro booked me since Monday so yeahh...

Then we went for Amazing Race and it was damn tiring and i spent alot of money but its fun ahh. From the clock tower at jp park there, we run to fairprice extra then we bus to jurong west stadium then we mrt to lakeside then mrt back to stadium then taxi-ed to jurong east stadium, ate kfc while walking to block 421 then taxi-ed back to gekpoh there.

Then the drama was pretty cool also. Went to jp for pepper lunch dinner then went home.

damn exhausted....

Random thought of the day: I think popular japanese stars are alot older than popular korean stars... E.g. The Gazette and Shinee, the age difference is like... 10 years roughly... but they are both still cool.

Saturday

Went to Co RV exchange and i had to wake up damn early can...
We bus there then play and play songs then we went home.
I was actually quite tired cos i slept late,
so i slept through yishun, njc and jurongville's second performance, while hugging instrument...
then i just went home.

Then at night, my parents and i went on a quest to find a good curry place and we went to dover for no reason, and there i saw this HUGE COOL ASS building.

It was called Fusionopolis.
And when i saw it i was like....
"Woah.................................. I... kind of want to.. work there..."

It turns out Fusionopolis is a Science and technology research center.
I think working there could be... pretty fun...

Quoting from the website,
Fusionopolis is...
An integrated R&D two-tower cum podium complex with 120,000 sqm of floor area, Fusionopolis houses service apartments, a fitness club, a swimming pool, six of A*STAR's science and engineering research institutes,
an experimental theatre, media studios, F&B and retail outlets, on top of office space. In addition, Fusionopolis is also a hub for the test-bedding of the latest technologies. Epitomizing the concept of a "world within a city", Fusionopolis offers a unique work, live and play environment for its stakeholders.

I didn't know what was 'Epitomizing' but i have a rough idea of what it is now lol.
I seriously don't mind working somewhere this cool, yeahhhhhh. Maybe when i rewrite the 'Wo de meng xiang' compo that Mdm Lee gave us, i could write that down as my current ambition.

Random thought of the day: Can monkeys swim?

Sunday

Today i just slaaaaaaaaaaaaaacked the whole half of the day by sleeping eating and surfing the net. Apparently my family is going out with my grandparents today to eat frog leg at bukit timah. Actually the frog leg is quite good. And the porridge is nice also.
Nothing much to update, so i shall add a random thought of the day here: Can you dig out shit with your fingers?

...................................................................

2009-04-03T03:47:00.000-07:00

I feel like crap today.

Today in Co, someone A told me that Someone B talked with Someone C behind my back ,who told Someone A. I stil don't know what Someone B said... Prolly about me being a bitch or sth?
After co, which ended late thanks to teacher's preachings, i went to get some Mos takeaway.
Then I queued up for 243W which just went away. okayyy.
then later on the bus i saw thos one person whom I knew.
And there he was on the damn bus kissing this girl.
And actually i think was just jealous they looked so cute together.
but there is no reason why i should be jealous.
But i am not a reasonable person.
But i still did anyway.
And its like, they were so cute, my eyes kept gravitating towards them.
Yeah, i like staring at cute couples, deal with it.
Actually they were hugging and kissing and they were doing alot of things.
It was just cute ok, but i felt very envious because i have never done thaaaaat.
When i went home, i just ate my Mos and drank my melted vanilla shake.
At that point i thought, ahh, life sucks for me.
I think i am pretty special to be a 14 year old sitting on my couch, eating Mos burger and watching Nat Geo, and thinking how damn suck ass my life is.
I don't think alot of teenagers do that.
The i slept on my couch for 2 hours.
I still havent bathed yet. *dirty dirty* Because I feel crap.
When i came home, i only said... 14 words. Most of which is Bye bye.
And just now i found my dog eating the otah on the table.
DAMN IDIOT DOG THINKS HE IS A NINJA!?
Arghhhhhhhhh someone come cheer me up okay..

At last.

2009-04-01T06:54:00.000-07:00

Ohh how ironic it is for me to be updating right before my dear Chinese common test when i spent the whole of my March holidays slacking.
Anyway, if you visit my blog you have to tag ok.
I don't care who you are, you still have to tag.
So umm, i hope i don't fail my math or Mr ooi will be on my case after i have so successfully managed to shake him off. I hope he continues to focus all his attention, devotion, affection and whatnot to Vanessa, Eunice Sihui, and Huda.
Yes, i know i am evil.
Anyone who draws random crap in class is evil.
Yes, if its a stick man, its still random.
And I don't really like my phone at all.
It is troublesoooooomee. *says it Shikamaru style*
I miss Sony Ericsson so much...
Actually i am just randomly crapping.
So to add to the crap, I have finished the whole series of Immortal Regis today (yes, i am complete slack before my Chinese CT) and i saw the first chapter of the sequel, Cavalier of the Abyss but the sequel confuses me. I wanted to see a grown up, kick ass version of the main lead but there was a completely new one.
Okayyyyy...
Today there was no History. And being the complete slacker that i am, i was reading my book during lessons and i was happy even though History CT was tomorrow.
Actually everyone was happy.
I don't think ANYONE will be able to survive a lesson from OYAL (oil) Lady, with her bat wing clothing and 'get what i mean or not.' and all, then get history lesson while having the teacher lull us to sleep. It is mental torture, seriously.
Actually surviving Geography was a feat itself. I am proud of myself. And i wasn't caught doing stuff *cough cough*Gary,Gary*cough cough* :D
I sure as hell, hope i don't flunk the tests tomorrow... AHHHHHHH!
Okay actually i feel guilty for not studying properly at all when i see Simin, Joelle and Enru being so hardworking.
Good luck for the common tests, people(:

I hate you.

2009-03-24T19:48:00.000-07:00

I hate all of you damn pigs.
Because you guys dont care the hell for other people.
You guys only care about yourselves and you just lol idk everytime.
Actually you guys are just listening to your music and thinking about your crush or sth.
But you just shouldnt LOL ok.
Next time your mother die i LOL at you.
See how you feel about it then.
Hah, i know its damn funny that i cant print my work.
but its probably just as insignificant to you ignorant people as global warming.
Go on, think about your dear crushes and your ex-es and your boyfriends.
Or maybe even what clothes you are gonna wear on Saturday,
or which angle you should take your picture with that makes you look the cutest.
Are you guys even CUTE?
Do you know the meaning of cute?
This frustrating frustrating.
Maybe i should WRITE OUT my worksheet. Ha!
And i also hate printers.
What the hell man.
Machines that cant do their job are not machines, they are JUNK.
HP do something about your damn printer.
And you guys do something about your attitudes...

Mood swing again

2009-03-23T06:02:00.000-07:00

I am feeling giddy and happy now.
I am typing and smiling and repeating what i wrote also.
Do you know why?
I bet you want to know.
Yeah?
I am talking to two nice people at the same time.
HEHEHEHE.
they are FUN and COOL and NICE.
and not like YOU.
Ok, no actually if you are nice enough to come here then you are cool.
But hey~ they are coolerrrrrrr.
i am being very lame.
When i am in the mood to blog and something good happens i like to blog again :D
I am just very happy now so.... just wanted to say it.
I think this happened before so... i shalln't go in too much yeah?
Have a nice day(:

Feeling bored yeah~

2009-03-23T03:39:00.000-07:00

Sorry for not updating, whoever visited but found nothing new
The whole of last week, i was just too lazy.
And I have mood swings lately.
I was very happy but yesterday i was completely depressed.
And i started talking to the mynah outside my window (it flew away in 4 seconds)
and later i sent Vanessa offline messages (very long one) about how unfair life is and stuff.
I hope she doesnt read it lol.
But seriously instead of doing algebra, we could be bungee jumping.
And Singapore isnt all that fun either D:
Ok umm, then today i was in a pretty good mood (no one provoked me)
but when i was walking down the stairs, i saw ___ ___ spitting in the drain...
And that completely ruined my good mood for 10 minutes. (i recovered fairly after that)
But then on the bus Eunice said __ stead with ___ and then i went into shock for 2 minutes...
Why is it that i have completely no idea of what's going on?
I feel so... left out -bad mood-
But its ok because the mynah is sitting outside my window today also :D
At least someone likes me lol (yes it is the same mynah, i remember its call and its eyes)

I saw this quiz somewhere ( i forgot where because i saw my dog sitting on the table)
and i wanted to do it :D

A- manda
B- enn
C- rystal
D- ing Feng
E- unice
F- reddie
G- ary
H- ufriya
I- rwin
J- oe
K- imberley
L- ulu
M- other
N- atasha
O- ng Shi Hui
P- onies~
Q- ueen Elizabeth
R- ini
S- hawn
T- an Wei Jie (i dont know this person. random name)
U- ltra Ranger
V- anessa
W- ei Tek
X- ranger
Y- oke Cheng
Z- heng Hong

1) Can R and S be together in BGR? (Rini and Shawn) - HAHAHAHAHA! lol they dont know each other.

2) How is L related to you? (Lulu)- Classmate

3) Does Y know Z? (YokeCheng and ZhenHong)- No lah... Can't be bah...

4) If C betrays you will you kill him/her? (Crystal)- Ohh that's sad but i don't think she has anything to betray me for.

5) If K steals your boyfriend,What will you do? (Kimberley)- IF i had a boyfriend, it would depend on what kind of guy he is anyway.

6) What if L tells you he/she have a crush on you? (Lulu)- That is not possible you ass.

7) Will you and M get into a fight? (Mother)- Sometimes.

8) Who does K have a crush on? (Kimberley)- Like i would know.

9) If W calls you a bitch what will you do? (Wei Tek)- He called me that before lol.

10) What's the relationship between you and E? (Eunice)- She is my crapper friend(:

11) Whats does Z like? (ZhenHong)- Haha! Making friends? lol

12) Who is I's best friend? (Irwin)- A nerd probably.

13) Whats colour does Y like? (YokeCheng)- Dont know... Sorry.

14) Where does F live? (Freddie)- I think... the blue and white building there infront of JP..?

15) Did you and C have a fight before? (Crystal)- I think so...

16) Who is H's Best Friend? (Hufriya)- Dont know dont know.

17) What can you say about T?(Tan Wei Jie)- I dont know who... a random name i thought up.

18) What if J tell you he/she has a crush on you?(Joe)- HAHAHAHAHAHA! I dont think would happen.

So boring..

2009-03-16T20:39:00.000-07:00

I finally posted again :D

My feet have recovered from the concert yeahh~

And the concert was fun ok..

It was worth the saturday (sad to say)

Then I went out with my parents to buy shoes on Sunday.

I finally persuaded then to buy me Converse *smiles widely*

They didn't allow me to buy at first cause they said Converse will make my feet hurt..

Funny right? Kiasu right?

Then the salesperson (is it called salesperson?) told them if buy wrong size then will pain.

Then he say somemore crap then my parents,

Instead of buying $30+ canvas, they got me $90+ leather converse.

FUNNY RIGHT? KIASU RIGHT?

But anyway, anything lah. got shoes i happy liao. and got more than what i asked for :D

Then Monday while i was watching my discovery channel and drinking Milo,

My mother came back with a new phone. My phone.

So in the end, i got instead of .

FUNNY RIGHT?

Ok, so if i havent give you my new number come find me(:

Because obviously i cannot put it here.

Shall go play with my new phone now :D

FUCK OFF

2009-03-13T02:05:00.000-07:00

You asshole.
You think you so big is it?
All of a sudden become crazy.
Not my fault, you don't ask then just any how say.
Not like you waste all that saliva i will suddenly become enlightened right!?
Just because people say you then its not your fault,
does not mean you can say me when its not my fault.
If you are so great i don't see why you are not in china or something,
if you are so great why you still go copy people?
Maybe it's not you copy but STILL does not mean you can just blame everything to me.
She also didn't want to teach the pathetic me anyway,
you think i so wonderful can learn by myself meh?
Or got some sun zi bin fa drop down from the sky?
You think only you had a long day is it?
I had to bus here and there and not like i complaining.
I even failed that test thing and i didn't say anything like 'All your fault that i failed!!!'
And also not like you very big shot, MVP, VIP or something.
Next time i should really just walk out.

Next time...

2009-03-12T05:59:00.001-07:00

Next time, if we were reborn again (push away all that religion for now and focus on the IF), i would want you as...

Eunice Boon Yue Hong
1. Slave!
2. Classmate
3. Friend
4. Colleague
5. Boss.. ):

Vanessa Chia Wan Ling (?)
1. Friend
2. Mother
3. Grandmother
4. Maid! kekeke
5. Road sweeper...

Ng ShiHui
1. My very very good friend
2. Mother...
3. My boyfriend~ (if you were a guy, obviously)
4. Canteen auntie
5. Principal~ Make the ideal school ok?

Lee YingYing
1. Sister
2. Very good friend
3. Indian teacher
4. Taxi driver
5. Toilet Auntie

Oen Beng Koon (i put him here because i was thinking something funny)
1. SISTER (funny right?)
2. Sissy brother (still quite funny)
3. Mother (he would make a good one? )
4. Macho man in the class but wants to be transexual (i am very sorry... i just wanted to write it...)
5. Grand mother

Gary Wong Wai Yeung
1. My dear classmatez
2. My father(: (lol then he marry oen? XD )
3. Brotherrrrrrr
4. The... DM?
5. Strangerrr

Joelle Leong Wei ____
1. Sister (:
2. Friend
3. Teacher
4. Celebrity?? Like those socialites we see on tv
5. Random person

Very cool, tall, dark, handsome, smart guy
1. MY BOYFRIEND
2. MY SON
3. MY HUSBAND
4. MY VERY GOOD FRIEND
5. SUPERMAN~

Dion
1. My future wonderful son(:
2. My very good friend?
3. See you grow up...
4. and see you again and again...
5. and again.... OHHH BE MY SON~ *goes crazy...*

DBSK
1. My friends(:
2. My very good friends(:
3. My idols(:
4. My ancestors (then i would inherit their wonderful genes)
5. My neighbours (so i can brag to everyone)

Mr Wong the conductor.
1. Slave
2. Garbage man
3. Beggar
4. Friend
5. Conductor again...

Gina Phua
1. Friend
2. Sister ( i wanna know how bitchy i am from another perspective)
3. Hamster
4. Very smart person that will study in HwaChong JC and eat Carbonara and Bruschette everyday
5. Very cool person that... people will want to write this kind of things with the first being MY GIRLFRIEND or sth... or not... that sounds creepy... i am sorry, mr cool, tall, dark, handsome, smart guy... and dion... ohh dion... i am so sorry...

That's all~

Hwa chong is so big...

2009-03-10T02:20:00.000-07:00

You know, i think even our basketballers who run 2.4 everyday (is it? i think so.) or the Cross country people can't run finish the whooooole of hwa chong once without becoming totally red in the face.
It is SO frigging big. from one canteen, you walk to the next (yes, they have two canteens, high school and jc and the jc one sells Italian food, Japanese food, chicken rice and our normal commoner food) and people like me who just sit in front of the computer everyday will break into a sweat. If you are like a Si Hui (whom is just very... unfit) or a Freddie(who is cool, but just sweats non-stop, no offense), maybe you will wet the whole back of your shirt?
But the people there are cool...so far... i think... probably... maybe...
well at least the people i have met so far(:
And the research labs are alllllll fully air conditioned (even the preparation room).
The assembly is held at the stadium and the classes sit at the terraces. The pledge is in Chinese by the way, and i have completely no idea how to say it because for my whole young life, i have only known the English version. I was am-chio-ing throughout the pledge. Oh, not to mention there was a crow up there going 'caw..caw...' so Hi, Mr.Crow(:
Oh and did you know? Classes start a 8 and god damn it, people still strolling up the hill while playing with their hand phones. And why the phones are not confiscated? I don't know. The teachers don't even CARE if they use it in class throughout the whole lesson.
But no matter what, i still miss jurong and the people there, yeah?
I really have to catch up on the subjects!!
I hope you people don't forget me okay?
*runs off waving a handkerchief*

Quiz quiz!

2009-03-08T05:46:00.000-07:00

are you ugly cute or hot? Your Result: Drop dead goegerous your drop dead gorgeous sing this song with me "im hot (hot,hot,hot) i melt down the ice ice ice OOH YEAH I MELT THE ICE THAT I HAVE HAVE HAVE IM HOT WATER TURNS INTO AIR WHEN I WALK BY IT YEAH IM so hot (hot,hot)" sing it one day to yourself
Smokin hot
Hot
Cute
Beauty goddess
Ugly
are you ugly cute or hot? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

Hahahaha!

That's right, i am drop dead gorgeous!

I know... i am just too bored...

Courtesy song(:

2009-03-03T01:31:00.000-08:00

As requested. See, i keep promises.

Make Courtesy Our Way of Life

Courtesy is for free
Courtesy is for you and me.
It makes for gracious living and harmony
Giving a friendly smile
Helping out where we can
Trying hard to be polite all the time

Courtesy is for free
Courtesy is for you and me.
It makes for gracious living and harmony
Living could be a treat
If people are awfully sweet
Courtesy could be our way of life

Courtesy is for free
Courtesy is for you and me.
It makes for gracious living and harmony
It is rude to be abusive
Just to prove we're right
Instead we could be nice about it if we tried
Make courtesy our way of life.

Courtesy

2009-02-28T01:59:00.000-08:00

cour⋅te⋅sy
/ˈkɜrtəsi or, for 5, ˈkɜrtsi/ [kur-tuh-see or, for 5, kurt-see] Show IPA noun, plural -sies, adjective
–noun
1.
excellence of manners or social conduct; polite behavior.
2.
a courteous, respectful, or considerate act or expression.
3.
indulgence, consent, or acquiescence: a “colonel” by courtesy rather than by right.
4.
favor, help, or generosity: The costumes for the play were by courtesy of the local department store.

courtesy is not important?

this is something i took from somewhere.

While driving, did you ever want to switch lanes, but were prevented from doing so by the heavy traffic? How did you feel when someone recognizing your problem slowed down, waved to you, and let you in? Your mounting frustration was instantly transformed into relief and thankfulness, wasn’t it? Later, when you saw someone else in a similar jam, didn’t you also slow down and let them in? You were sharing and spreading the kindness you received from another. How do you suppose the driver you just helped will act? Most likely, they will do likewise. Look at the power we have to sweeten the lives of others!

Sometimes, the seemingly trivial acts we perform are the most important. Courtesy is an example. We refer to it in different ways, such as civility, good manners, good behaviour, good conduct, politeness, decency, respect for others, thoughtfulness, kindness, and consideration. No matter what we call it, courtesy is NOT trivial. Here is how Edmund Burke (1729-1797) describes it, "Manners are of more importance than laws. Manners are what vex or soothe, corrupt or purify, exalt or debase, barbarize or refine us, by a constant, steady, uniform, insensible operation, like that of the air we breathe in."

Are those words too strong? Not at all. Think about it. Would a considerate person steal? A kind student, bully? A thoughtful person, cheat? A respectful person, murder? No, because manners and morals flow from the same principle: consideration for others. So, as we raise the level of courtesy that is practiced in society, we lower the crime rate! Paul Johnson agrees. For on February 15, 1997 he wrote in New Zealand’s The Spectator, "We tend to think today that good manners and right morals are entirely separate. But the truth is, they are a continuum. Bad manners and high crime rates are all part of the same disease."

How are we to practice courtesy? There are as many ways as there are moments in a day. Every encounter is an opportunity. Here are some examples.

1. Whenever someone treats you kindly, show your appreciation, express your gratitude, and offer your thanks. For as Seneca taught, "There is as much greatness of mind in acknowledging a good turn, as in doing it."

2. Scatter the dark clouds of gloom and spread sunshine with your smile. Remember, a smile is a curved line that can straighten many problems.

3. Be as thoughtful as the 82-year-old woman who was more concerned about others than the pain she was in. "I may be in pain," she said, "but I don’t have to be one."

4. Recognize the achievements of others, not with shallow flattery, but with sincere and warm praise.

5. Respect the opinions and decisions of others, even if you disagree with them.

6. Here is some good advice in the form of a Persian proverb: "Treat your superior as a father, your equal as a brother, and your inferior as a son."

7. Be a good friend. Express your good manners with your emotions. When your friends arrive, say, "At last!" And when they leave, say, "So soon?" When you treat your friends kindly, you will be greatly rewarded. St. Basil (329-379) explains how, "He who sows courtesy reaps friendship, and he who plants kindness gathers love."

8. Treat others with respect. Treating royalty, political leaders, or movie stars with respect is a common occurrence, but treating beggars, the homeless, and ex-cons with respect is the mark of greatness. It is not only the downtrodden that need respect, it is our children, too. If we don’t already respect them for what they are, how can we help them become more than they are?

9. Act kindly toward others without expecting anything in return. To act in the expectation of a reward cancels out the kindness.

10. Respond to rudeness with kindness. For what better test of good manners is there than politely putting up with bad ones? We become kind by being kind. And when every act we do is a kind one, the world will rejoice.

I actually feel guilty about the last pointer because i am determined to be discourteous to Vanessa. And i have decided to do because she wasnt being very courteous as well. And that is because she is does not respect my opinion sometimes. wait. most of the time. And i am saying this in a nicer way than usual. If anyone feels differently, and says it in a very ~ way, i will _________________________________.

A good day today(:

2009-02-27T21:00:00.000-08:00

Something just made my day today XD
it was somethibng that happened yesterday but i realised it today so its counted as today.
Sorry ia m being random but yeah
maybe the heat has gotten to me.
but its not even hot anyways.
oh but i am wearing my long sleeved shirt.
oh wait, crap, i havent changed out of it yet.
ahh i am crapping again
but its fun.
because that something is funny and its nice
and it makes me smile (:
that kind of big idiot smile.
but its not even love or anything by the way.
i wonder if it makes you feel something like this?
but no it isnt love anyway
its just something really funny.
i never knew i could write a post that is so meaningless.
if anyonr is reading this, i pity you
because you are wasting your life.
just like what i am doing.
typing this out is so retarded.
and i am still crapping.
but it isnt like i have anything to do now
and it is really very stupid.
i think if i told anyone they would completely look at me with the '...' look
but its really very funny.
for me that is.
i wonder why its funny...
is it becuase of how that happened?
or is it because of the person that was involved in it?
or something else?
or maybe its both?
and that something else?
i think its just me.
becuase i am so mental.
i think i shall be nice to everyone today(:
yes, even my stupid brother
and my stupid dog(:
he even clawed me today but i will be nice to him.
i mean its like.
dont you people ever get that kind of feeling.
chasing someone because if you lose sight of them you get upset?
but its not love, even
and i am not stalking anyone.
its just something random.
or like, you talk with someone you admire alot or idolise even.
and that makes you very happy?
i get happy the whole day and it makes me dizzy for awhile.
i think i am really crazy now.
i am spending alot of blogspace writing this.
but who cares anyway.
since we all doe
and this is going to disappear sooner or later.
because if you havent realised,
my blogskin doesnt have that archive thing
i think i should change it soon?
oh but right now i feel like dancing.
maybe i should listen to SHINee and dance their amigo dance.
or maybe i shall prance around the house like some idiot.
dont you people ever get happy feelings?
little things make me happy(:
*clap clap clap*
happy happy.
well i think this post is just useful for the people with no lives.
and those emo people that want to know what happiness is.
its just those stupid things that make your day and make you smile, me thinks.
i think i was smiling the whole time i was typing this
and i am typing very fast in case if forget this funny feeling.
and i hop no one comes up to me and tells me its love
because i will smack you in the face
becausei know damn well that this isnt love.
even if it is,
i will lie on my bed in horror
because my brain is still under construction *taps fingers on forehead*
but yeah.
i think i shall eat some toblerone to get some sugar high
and try to master SHINee's amigo dance
*dances to the fridge*

I love love(:

2009-02-27T00:47:00.000-08:00

Oh yeah!!
We won!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
go get a life, losers :p
ok that was pretty mean but we won ok!?
Um for those who don't know what is going on, AI HOUSE WON whoots!
sports day is fun after all(:
Even though it was DAMN HOT, and i was DAMN STICKY,
I even got to skip mdm lee's Chinese lesson (no offence whatsoever, just don't like it)
and Mr ooi's math lesson (i don't like algebra)
and mdm muang's PE lesson(actually i detest her lessons. do pumping all of a sudden...)
Oh thank you, dear runners of sec 3, 4 and 5 which i think are the people who got us the win.
We didn't really cheer well or anything (actually i don't know, cause i was at cheng)
maybe the teachers were just biased XD they couldn't resist the wonderful people in ai house.
so then MM... Eunice, simin and i train-ed to IMM and we ate... Japanese food at kopitiam
then we went down and i bought HOKKAIDO ICE CREAM!!! green tea rocks man. go try it.
so after that we... went to find kaiqin at JP popular
and we went to find weiqing and the many people at lan.
but they were so chicken, they didn't dare to go in so we went to tjcc instead.
and we went there to watch people play basketball... very bo liao right?
then they were talking about fatty this, jungui that, then still got... weiqing look like who.
they went to... jurong lake park i think, and i went home~~~
oh i really like ai house(:
when i am sec 3 i will miss all the people who are graduating(:
for some reason, i hope everyone retains. then we can stay together another year and ai house wins another year(:

Boring days):

2009-02-25T02:50:00.000-08:00

I haven't been updating regularly because of school so i shall give you people some info.

Recently i have become influenced by Pei ling and I like reading about the end of the world and stuff like that.

And also, it has been raining lots recently, even though it was hot until Sunday.
Then Monday there was torrential rain, Tuesday and today, it was drizzling.
And it just kept drizzling.
Lulu, Pei ling, Huda(?), Vanessa, Jillian are a few of the victims of this bad weather.
Joelle has a sore throat i think, and so, to everyone who is sick or feeling unwell, get well soon yeah?
And to the healthy idiots like me, drink more chrysanthemum tea or something(:

Today, when Shawna and I came down from our house, we saw this pile of black thing being burnt and I saw some goo coming out from it but i thought it was the black black pile of thing that people burn for religious reasons and didn't think much of it.
Then my father came out and inspected it further and he said it was RUBBER.
So then i thought, why would anyone want to burn rubber anyway?
Then he took my brother's bottle of water and poured it on the burning rubber and it sizzled like fish in the wok, being deep fried.
Then later we saw the civil defense/ SCDF/ firefighters come in their... red vehicle thing and we went on our way.
And on the way to school, i realised that my father has something called SOCIAL RESPONSIBILITY to actually try and put out the fire(whatever it was) on the rubber.
And the person who called the Civil defense/ SCDF/ firefighters also has social responsibility.
And thus, I am proud of my father(:
Dear fathers of the world, you should do this kind of thing in front of your children to show them... how to exercise social responsibility, me thinks.
So that they will not grow up to be those idiots who smoke in the lifts or piss in the drain.

Acronyms!

2009-02-15T05:21:00.000-08:00

Today i wanted to tal to you people about acronyms(:
Why so, its because i saw SMLJ? in someone's pm.
showly guess what that is.

182 - I hate you
1337 - Elite
4Q - F*** You
@TEOTD - At The End Of The Day
AAMOF - As A Matter Of Fact
ABITHIWTITB - A Bird In The Hand Is Worth Two In The Bush
ACORN - A Completely Obsessive Really Nutty person
AAAAA - American Association Against Acronym Abuse
ALOL - Actually Laughing Out Loud
AP - Apple Pie
AYTMTB - And You're Telling Me This Because
BITCH - Basically In The Clear Homey
BOBFOC - Body Off Baywatch, Face Off Crimewatch
C-P - Sleepy
C-T - City
CICYHW - Can I Copy Your Home Work
CRAP - Cheap Redundant Assorted Products
DIKU - Do I Know You
DILLIGAD - Do I Look Like I Give A Damn
DPUP - Don't Poop Your Pants
DUST - Did You See That
FILTH - Failed In London, Try Hong Kong
FINE - F***ed up, Insecure, Neurotic, Emotional
FISH - First in, Still Here
GAL - Get A Life
GAP - Gay Ass People
IEF - It's Esther's Fault
IMAO - In My Arrogant Opinion
ISH - Insert Sarcasm Here
IWBAPTAKYAIYSTA - I Will Buy A Plane Ticket And Kick Your Ass If You Say That Again\
KISS - Keep It Simple Stupid
MOO - Mud, Object-Oriented
MOS - Mom Over Shoulder

i am too lazy to write more): if you want to find somemore, go google it yourself.

EDIT: I wanted to write down these lyrics because
a) i like it
b) it has some meaning to it
c) the song is catchy ok...

"Be My Escape"
I’ve given up on giving up slowly, I’m blending in so
You won’t even know me apart from this whole world that shares my fate
This one last bullet you mention is my one last shot at redemption because I know to live you must give your life away

And I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You,
I’m begging You to be my escape.

I’m giving up on doing this alone now
Cause I’ve failed and I’m ready to be shown how
He’s told me the way and I’m trying to get there
And this life sentence that I’m serving
I admit that I’m every bit deserving
But the beauty of grace is that it makes life not fair

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity and
I’ve been locked inside that house all the while You hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I gotta get outta here
Cause I’m afraid that this complacency is something I can’t shake
I gotta get outta here
And I’m begging You, I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.

I am a hostage to my own humanity
Self detained and forced to live in this mess I’ve made
And all I’m asking is for You to do what You can with me
But I can’t ask You to give what You already gave

Cause I’ve been housing all this doubt and insecurity
and I’ve been locked inside that house all the while you hold the key
And I’ve been dying to get out and that might be the death of me
And even though, there’s no way in knowing where to go, promise I’m going because
I’ve gotta get outta here I’m stuck inside this rut that I fell into by mistake
I’ve gotta get outta here And I’m begging You,
I’m begging You, I’m begging You to be my escape.
I fought You for so longI should have let You in

Oh how we regret those things we do
And all I was trying to do was save my own skin
But so were You
So were You

Just so you know.

2009-02-13T06:54:00.000-08:00

Any one out there who thinks i am out right evil, please tell me so.
So i can be extra carefulwith picking my words when i am in front of you.
I don't mean to talk in a 'jeery manner' okay?
I mean, i grew up with my brother doing that to me with real intent to be 'jeery'.
And i am not out right evil.
Seriously, this might be a very interesting discovery but really.
I think bad thoughts sometimes and i doubt people.
By the way, doubting is good.
Don't stop doubting people because it means you stop getting to know them better.
Back to topic, sometimes i think this person here has a darker motive or that person there is a drug dealer or something.
I can't help it anyway, i think some people do that too.
But i usually think about what i thought and start thinking that i shouldnt think such things.
That should show that i am not very evil.
And I listen to advice, even if it comes out in a bad way.
And that means, that i am even better than some people out there who just shut out anythin that seems a tad too offensive.
Ever heard that bitter medicine is good for health?
I know i am ranting ok?
But i am just upset now so let me rant.
I have alot of free time.
Now, hah! I bet some of you have learnt something about me, that i am not cold, murderous, wickedly seeking for vengeance. or anything like that horrible wound.
Now, you can learn something about me, which is that i don't obsess over korean guys 24/7.
Yes, i don't. I like them and their hair and i think they are good-looking and they have nice songs
but i am still normal. I also don't read manga all the time.
The only things i am currently reading is Skip Beat, One Piece, Koukou debut, Fairy tail, KHR, D. gray man (is it even still updating?).
And these come out once in a week, or two weeks, and skip beat comes out like.. randomly(months or days)
I am also not shallow and i don't care if my nails break (it is breaking) and i think abou life, and my purpose in life, and whatnot, coming up with my own theories for it and i think some of you people don't, and really, some, not one.
So don't just misunderstand me and say i am a freak or some no life person.
I don't play warcraft all the time and i recently accidentally uninstalled it...
which brings me to my next point. I am not stupid.
I know what's what, and i am good at english, probably better than YOU. (points at reader)
I understand mr. ooi's lessons but sometimes it gets confusing.
and i think everyone thinks i am bitchy and i am a slut or a flirt or whatever you think i am.
let me tell you this, if you think that, you are probably one yourself, damnit.
can you please look in the mirror and think about it before you come criticise me?
obviously i am not the nicest person, the holiest person or the most generous.
but i am probably not the worst out there either.
you can doubt me, yes.
so i will just provide you with another rant, just so you know me better.
oh, i am not a loser either.
Just for your information, this was triggered by a conversation i had with someone who said i put things in a jeery way and that what i say sounds insulting.

For you, i want to tell you(ahh you probably won't listen anyway, "okok, whatever, fine.") that sometimes the way you say things makes me feel very insulted also. Sometimes you make me feel like i am inferior to you in some way and that i don't understand people as well as you do(i probably don't) but at least i listen and i dont rebuke, try to understand more, and i think i have become nicer. So listen to people for once, and you are not always right, and you don;t know everything. I think you will say " I don't think i am always right and probably talk about me (yeah talk, which is same as gossip but since you are nice.) with that very nice girl (i mean it, not in a jeery or sarcastic way). You can talk and say say your wisdomly words but that doesnt change me into a better, nicer person with just as much wisdom as you.

Also, this is not for one person, its for anyone who thinks of me otherwise. I am just another normal person, okay.

I am back.

2009-02-13T01:44:00.000-08:00

Yay!
Finally over with the main stuff. left chinese.
ARGHH i hate chinese. two cut pastes and still have two more segments.
letter and compre. shit ass lor.
nvm mdm lee i wont scold you.
i only blame chinese.
i think if chinese used han yu pin yin i would totally own.
yes, i woul probably be like lulu.
my han yu pin yin is power ok?
and we got the math paper back today.
Surprisingly, I didn't fail, but i didn't get very good marks either.
17/25 is not bad yeah.
Considering I didn't read one question which costed me 2 marks.
which meant if i read it (and did it) i would get 19.
(i would definitely get it correct. come on, its bisector.)
I hope i don't fail Lit!

Just bored.

2009-02-04T02:16:00.000-08:00

Hahahahahaha. I am doing quizzes at quizilla(:

Yay yay.

2009-02-03T04:38:00.000-08:00

I have just realised Changmin is extremely cute!

Actually everyone in DBSK is cool to me.
(except Xiah Junsu. he just isnt as cute... dont hate me, Xiah fans. he is still ok.)

I like Micky Yoochun too(:

He is cute(:

Hero Jaejoong is the ultimate handsome yeah!

___

TEN ARE YOUS

1. Are you single - Yes...

2. Are you happy - Can deal.

3. Are you bored - Uhh no. I am actually very busy. Harhar.

4. Are you fair - No i'm tan, lol. I try to be fair.(democratic sense)

5. Are you Italian - No, duh.

6. Are you intelligent - I did a IQ test thing once and i had 123.

7. Are you honest - I try to be.

8. Are you nice - I always try, unless you are seriously annoying.

9. Are you Irish - ARHH NO.

10. Are you Asian - Oh, yes(: I eat fried rice,i wear straw hats and work in rice fields.

TEN FACTS

1. Full Name - Gina phua. hats all. it IS my FULL name.

2. Nicknames - ... nana?

3. Birth place - In he snowy mountains of switzerland... Singapore.

4. Hair color - Black. Alittle brown under sunlight?

5. Natural hair style - Pretty straight,yeah(: and what with natural?

6. Eye Color - Brown, is it? Or what?

7. Birthday - 23 oct..

8. Mood - irritated by my damn nose.

9. Favorite color - ... depends.

10. One place you'd like to visit - Heaven(:

TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE

1. Have you ever been in love - .. Something close but not yet.

2. Do you believe in love at first sight - I fell in love when i saw Hero Jaejoong. Kidding. Maybe?

3. Do you currently have a crush? - No... it is just.. admiration of their wonderful genes.

4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - By love? Maybe?

5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - ... Not sure

6. Have you ever had your heart broken - No..

7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Yes(: He was pretty nice, you know?

8. Are you afraid of commitment - Never really thought of that... but i guess not.

9. Who was the last person you hugged - Enru..? Many days ago. See, i am devoid of love T.T

10. Who was the last person you said I love you to? - i dont remember saying it to anyone at all.

TEN THIS OR THAT

1. Love or lust - Both XD No, Love.

2. Hard liquor or beer - Uhh...Can't i have wine?

3. Cats or dogs - Cats. Everybody wants to be a cat!

4. A few best friends or any regular friends - few best friends, yeah.

5. Creamy or Crunchy - Crunchy!

6. Pencil or Pen - Pen...cil.

7. Wild night out or romantic night in - Romantic night..out.

8. Money or Happiness - Both. Money and power, come to me!

9. Night or day - Night

10. IM or phone - ........IM.

TEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Been caught sneaking out - No.

2. Seen a polar bear - I want to. When i do, i shall do this quiz again and emphasize on that.

3. Done something you regret - Yes. Many times, but it isnt something extremely HORRIBLE.

4. Bungee jumped - No. Shall emphasize on it too, if i ever get to.

5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - ...My dog eats it for me.

6. Finished an entire jaw breaker - No.

7. Been caught naked -o.o no...

8. Wanted an ex bf/gf back - Uhh.. mm.. something like that..

9. Cried because you lost a pet - I got teary eyed because of my hamster but not like wah wahh.

10. Wanted to disappear - Yes.

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

1. Smile or eyes - AHH! Both... seriously... maybe i prefer eyes... or smile? ahh!

2. Light or dark hair - Dark. DARK.

3. Hugs or kisses - Both(:

4. Shorter or taller - Taller.

5. Intelligence or attraction - Both! Both!

6. Topman or Zara - Topman, yeah!

7. Funny or serious - Funny and serious... if he can mix both that will be good.

8. Older or Younger - Older by a BIT.

9. Outgoing or quiet - Outgoing, or quiet doesnt really matter.

10. Sweet or Bad - Sweet...and bad... AHH!!!!!!!

*rips (odee's) hair out after this horrible section*

TEN HAVE YOUS

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yes.

2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than an hour - Yes.

3. Ever tried walking on your hands - I wanted to, but i cant even do a handstand.

4. Ever been to a rock concert - No.

5. Ever been on a cheerleading team - No.

6. Ever been on a dance team - I danced before in a team but not the club thing.

7. Ever been on a sports team - No. i dont really have alot of stamina.

8. Ever been in a drama play/production - Something like?

9. Ever owned a BMW, Mercedes Benz, Escalade, Hummer or Bentley? - So gonna emphasize also. MY LONG TERM GOAL IS TO OWN ONE.

10. Ever been in a rap video? - No.....................................

TEN LASTS

1. Last phone call you made - Eunice's house.

2. Last person you hugged - Haven't you asked this already?

3. Last person you hung out with - Vanessaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

4. Last time you worked - I don't work... I did get treated to some nice food when i helped my mom cancel things in documents.

5. Last person you talked to - Mom. She was talking about Ah Bian's daughter (she was shouting again)

6. Last person you IM'd - Vanessaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

7. Last person you texted - Joelle/Dequan

8. Last person(s) you went to the movies with - ....I think with my friends. Eunice and people.

9. Last person/thing you missed - .......not telling you.

10. Last website visited - Bloggerrr.

TEN PEOPLE TO DO

1. Eunice Boon YUE HONG

2. Ng Shi Hui

3. Vanessa Chia Wan Ling (by hook or by crook or... book?)

4. Lee Ying Ying (do i have to add jessie infront? XD)

5. Benna Phua Kuan Tat (yeeba yeeba)

6. Got

7. No

8. More

9. Ideas

10. !!!!!!!!!

Out of the five people, i think only one will do...

Under my skin.

2009-01-31T07:05:00.000-08:00

My object of affection currently.

Yes, its Tablo and Micky but no.
My object of affection is the triangle hair.

Yes, its the wonderful adorable triangle hair.

If I were a boy (no pun intended) , i would have triangle hair all my life.

Until i get old, that is.

You see, compare that triangle hair-ed version to the other hair version.

Do you see the difference!?

Triangle hair rocks man.

And just to let you know, i have to use windows live messenger (the totally old one with no nudge and etc) instead of Live because this laptop is OLD and its CRANKY. Damn you...

*Stands in the cussing corner*

Something i randomly picked out of nowhere

2009-01-30T03:56:00.000-08:00

If you were born on the 1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.
If you were born on the 2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month you are number 2.
If you were born on the 3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month you are number 3.
If you were born on the 4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month you are number 4.
If you were born on the 5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.
If you were born on the 6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.
If you were born on the 7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number 7.
If you were born on the 8th, 17th, 26th of a ny month then you are number 8.
If you were born on the 9th, 18th, 27th of any month then you are number 9.

Number 1

You are smart, frank, funny, stubborn, hardworking, honest, jealous on a competing basis, kind hearted, friendly, and authoritative.
You always want to be and regarded as First on position, they often like to be independent, will never be under others, self-confident people! You are most likely to fall in love when younger, but will get married when you mature! You are likely to have problems with people who have opposite views and you are most likely to take revenge on your enemies in a long time basis. You are a spender, but you will have a good profession in the future. You will be very popular that everybody will have mental attraction and respect you. You can go anywhere from the local shop to the heart of the parliament because you are positive and talented in numerous issues!! But make sure in your life, you will always have some people who will work hard to support. Because of your smart behavior, you will be hated by some people too. Your family life is very cool; you will have a very nice partner & wonderful children. You are Pioneer, Independent & Original.
Your best match is 4, 6, 8 good match is 3, 5, 7.

Number 2

No matter what, you will be loved by every one because you are the ruler of the Moon and every one loves the Moon, huh!! Well, you are a person who daydreams a lot. You have very low-self confidence, you need back up forevery move in your life. You are very much unpredictable means you change according to time and circumstances. Selfish and have a very strong sense of musical, artistic talent, and verbal communication. Your attitude is like the Moon which is bright for some time and fades away so everybody can expect changes in you. You can be a next Mahatma Gandhi who is peace loving or you can be a Hitler who wants to destroy the mankind and peace. I mean in the community and your own home. Most of the time your words are a kind of would be happening. You can predict the situation. You will become poets, writers, or any artistic business people! You are not strong in love, so you will be here and there till you get marry. If you are a girl, you will be a responsible woman in the whole family. If you are a man, you will involve in fights and arguments in the family or vice-versa. You are gentle, intuitive with a broad vision, a power behind the scenes, well balanced people!!!Your best match is 2, 5, and 9 no other people can put up with you!!!

Number 3

You are a person of hard hearted, selfish most of the times, religious, loves to climb up in your life. You always tend to have lots of problems within your family in the early stages but you will put up witheverything. You have strong word power, pretty happy face, so wherever you go, you always get what you want!!! And from the birth you always wanted to work hard in order to achieve something. You will not get anything without hard work! When you reach a Man/Woman age, you want younger people to listen to you because you feel they should respect you. You set many examples to others. Generally you are not a cool person. It's not easy dealing with you! But once you like someone's attitude, then here you go. Itwill be a lasting friendship. You always have respect from others. Your lifeseems to have lots of worries and problems but they won't be long. You will always have brilliant kids!!! You love money a bit too much so temptation will push you to endless trying. If you are a guy, you will be looking afteryourfamily and helping friends, and will spend a life time just being generous andyou will be such an example of how to be in the culture & Life!!! If you are girl, then it's your good character and hardworking attitude you always follow. You are a Freedom Lover,Creative, Ambition focused who brings Beauty, Hope & Joy to this world!!!Your best match are 6, 9. Good match are 1, 3, 5.

Number 4

You are very stubborn and very hard working. You have rough word power which might put lots of people away from you. You may cause nuisance to others if you are a man. You often understand others well and their problems. If you are a girl you are very good with studies and arts. If you are guy you spend most of the timechasing after girl friends. You will have fun life with mates & girls. Your friends will spend your time & money and get away with their life and you will become empty handed and don't know what to do, so be careful!! You love to spend anyway!!! Your good will is you are always there to help family and friends. You always fall in love in younger age as well. You need to be careful of people who will take advantage of your kind heart and beware of your relations too. You are practical,patient, persistent, a bit old-fashioned. You best matches are 1, 8. Goodmatches are 5, 6, 7.

Number 5
You are very popular within the community. You can get things done by just chatting to even enemies! You have a pretty good business mind. You are someone who acts on impulse. You will be famous if you open up a business,get involve in share dealings, music etc. Very popular with sense of humor,you are the one your friends and families will always ask for help and you are the one actually get money on credit and help your friends!!You will have more than 1 relationship, but when you get settle down youwill be a bit selfish. Anyway, because your other half will have a pretty good amount of control in you. Be careful you tend to go for other relationships/contacts even you are married at times because of yourpopularity. You are someone who gets along with anyone because the number 5 is the middle number. You like changes and freedom. You are an Explorer with Magicon your face. You learn your life through experience and it's your Best Teacher!!! Your best matches are 1, 2, 9. Good matches are 6, 8.

Number 6

You are born to enjoy. You don't care about others, you always want to enjoy your life time. You are a person. You will be very good in either education or in business management! You are talented, kind (but only with people who you think are nice), beautiful girls and guys. Popular and more than lucky with anything in their Lives. All the goodness does comes to you. The mind and body is just made perfect. If you are a number 6 man,you will experience looks from most girls and will involve in more than a few relationships until you get marry!!! If you are girl, most of them will get married/engaged early. You are caring towards your family and friends. You area person of Compassion, Comfort & Fairness,Good judgment, and after all you can heal this world to make peace foreverbecause you have great power of caring.Your best matches are 1, 6, 9. Good matches are 4, 5.

Number 7

You have got the attraction to anyone out there. You are realistic,confident, happy, a talented individual in your Education, Music,Arts,Singing, and most importantly Acting. You have real problems with bad temper!! If you are girl, you are popular with the subjects listed above,you give up things for your parents, I mean you value your family status a lot. You will be in the top rank when you reach a certain age! Ifyou are a guy, you are popular with Girls. You are a very talented too! Most of the number 7s faces lots of problems with their marriage life. Only a very few are happy!! It's probably you have all sorts of human talents and you are about to suffer in family life, so you need to get ready looking for a partner rather than waiting. If you don't, then you might end up single!!! You are wonderful, Friendly, Artistic, Happy person. You are born to contribute lot to this world!!! Your best match is 2. Good matches are 1,4.

Number 8

You are a very strong personality, there's no one out there will understand you. You are very good at pointing your finger at some thing!!! You are more likely to suffer from the early age poverty. If your times are not good you might lose either of your parents and end up looking after your entire family. You often suffer all the way in life. The problems will not allow you to study further, but you will learn the life in a very practical way!!! You are the one will fight for justice and may die in the war too!!! You are normally very reserved with handful of friends and most of the time, live life lonely and always prepared to help. Well, once you get married (which is often late) then your bad lucks will go away a bit, then you become safe. Beware of un-expected problems from the terror,government, poisonous animals & accidents. You are someone with discipline,persistence, courage which will take you to the Success!! You are a Great part of a team, family and a fighter!!!Your Best matches are 1, 4, 8. Good match is 5.

Number 9

Hey, you guys are the un-compatible people in the world, you are so strong,physically and mentally. You often have big-aims. You will work hard and hard to get there, normally you suffer in the early age from family's problems and generally you will have fighting life, but when you achieve what you have done, it's always a big-task!! You are so much respected inthe community. You are a person who can make a challenge and successfully finish the matter off. You are very naughty in your younger age, often beaten up by your parents, and involve in fights and you seemed to have lots of injuries in your life time, but when you grow, you become calm and macho type!!! Tell you what, Love is not an easy matter for you. You are good in engineering or banking jobs because people always trust you! Your family life is very good, but will have worries over your children. Your qualities are humanitarian, patient, quick witted & compassionate, You are born to achieve targets and serve every one all equally without any prejudice! You are totally a Role Model to everybody in the world for a Great Inspiration!!!Your best matches are 3, 5, 6, 9. Good match is 2.

I hope you wasted at least 5 minutes of your life to this crap XD
I didn't write it by the way. The english was horrible so i edited it a little.
And i better not catch anyone taking it off my blog or sth.
I will give you HELL.
I am 5 btw(: Anyone is 1, 2 or 9? Lol.

Eunice says

2009-01-29T01:39:00.000-08:00

Eunice told me to do a six word post.
Which she did on her blog which consists of vulgar, chinese and hokkien.
And it kind of reminded me of the six word stories (see previous ___ post)
but fear not.
because i think i have more to blog about.
Today was school as normal and FINALLY Ms cheng came.
Theory the whole 2 hours which i yawned 6 times throughout(yes, i counted).
Recess, then History which i yawned 12 times throughout
(almost lost count because of sleepiness but should be correct).
It's ok teacher, i listened(:
And i remember the homework.
Did you know Singapore River had springs?
As in the water type, not the metal type.
Then it was chinese which i yawned 2 times throughout.
It was pretty ok. and the ke wen story was nice. (girl and father quarreled)
But i didnt get what she was saying most of the time.
After that was Science and i didnt yawn at all(:
We were making our table lamps and we still had Monday to rush it so i - yes, i did it. Amanda provided everything else and weiqing paid for the bulbs but ken did NOTHING! Arghh. Maybe i should remove you from my list of good people - kind of made the outside and covered it with yellow cellophane paper (i think it is called cellophane)
Now the problem is how to make holes.... hmm...

So my six word story for today is:
At school, I yawned twenty times.

Happy Chinese New Year

2009-01-22T23:57:00.000-08:00

So Happy Chinese New Year, people.
I wish you....
body healthy, thousand things come true, year year have fish, think what will come true(:
and just to be nice, this goes out to everyone, including the people i dislike.

Today was CNY celebration but before that, our lovely Ms. Zhang came in to teach us ENG.
So we went com lab, blah blah. And she told us about six word stories.
I shall make some on the spot:

Gina bathed, feeling cold, wore jacket.
New Year, red packets, gain weight.
Brother died, mother died, murderer die.
My dog is sleeping, under pillows.

Ok, see, this is 21st century revision(:
Hey, i am making good use of the very little things that teachers teach (TLLM, no offence).

After that was History, blah blah, Bencoolen, blah blah, Raffles, blah blah.
It's ok, teacher, I was listening(:
After that we just arranged the things and i blew up my balloon and named it Ryan.
We ate and played Dog and Bone. Vanessa fell on her butt. Lol.
We went for CO and on the way there, Ryan went astray and he landed down, far away.
Live and rest in peace, my dear son.
Then I adopted another 'son' and named it Ryan also. But Ryan no.2 was an International Gay Colour and so Ryan no.2 became a transvestite named Chloe.
When we were at the concert/celebration thing, i left Chloe at the back and went to the front. Lo and behold, Chloe flew above my head. With scribblings on her.
So i ran back to the back..... and then it turns out Joe threw it to the sec 3s. When I wanted to go get Chloe back, She was confiscated by DM.
ARGHHHHHHH. I HATE YOU, JOE.
One day, one day, i will spike your drink...
...
...

After that, i went with Vanessa onto the crowded bus and ate Subway at JP.
Went to PreciousThots and got a Hillsong CD for Shawna bro. Shhhh, don't tell.

And I still remember, Joe, I will remember......

Hot and cold, wait. Lukewarm!

2009-01-19T22:34:00.000-08:00

So being the good girl i am,
( i know i have used this many times)
i shall do another post, which i haven't done for two days.
I bet everyone is interested to see my new post! Yippee.
Ok, i guess i am a little...uh-hum. Just to show you that i am alittle emo sometimes, i shall do this(:

PS: Today, DM told us that upper secs were not allowed to enter the lower sec block(block d, which i am NOT in). Maybe they should ban lower secs from going to upper sec block. What's the harm in making some friends? I shall not give too much of my popinion because firstly, i don't really have one, and secondly, the teachers might... do something...?

APPEARANCE
[ ] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[ ] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/had braces.
[x] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
FAMILY
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
EMBARRASSMENT
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[ ] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[ ] I've had my trousers rip in public.
RELATIONSHIPS
[x] I'm single
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've cheated in a relationship.
[ ] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
SEXUALITY
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[x ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger. (we were playing marco polo. its a game where you close your eyes)
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
HONESTY
[ ] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[ ] I am keeping a secret from the world
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
BAD TIMES
[x] I've consumed alcohol. (rice wine and some red wine)
[ ] I regularly drink.
[ ] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm upset.
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[ ] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[ ] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[ ] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying (don't you yawn?)

orientation(:

2009-01-17T01:03:00.000-08:00

So today was STAR orientation
vanessa and i ate macdonalds together at pioneer mall and when we got to school, the gate was locked so we waited for like 5minutes and we collected the mike things and went to panel room.
outside, we saw YitKiat and some sec ones.
Now, this is so wrong.
not only were we told to come at 8 and the time was 7.30,
YitKiat was not asked by the teachers to be here early.
and the sec ones, totally had nothing to do,
besides preparing to introduce themselves(some of them didnt prepare) and they were at the gate when we came.
we did the sec three's game and then vanessa and mine's (?) and then the sec fours did some zombie game and the scissors, paper, stone.
after that, we moved to the PBL room and listened to people talk, and talk, and talk, and talk, and talk, and talk, and...talk...
the people refers to mr ooi, principal ms tham(?), mr stanley tan, and... 5 top scholars from STAR. (pardon me if i missed out someone)
it was pretty boring overall because it was seriously LONG.
i almost fell asleep during the principal's speech but being the good girl that i am,
i even listened to some of it.
all that time, peiling was writing her fanfic/story/notes/undentifiable words
and shawna tenh was playing/gossiping/talking/joking to the sec 4s/himself.
at one time when the 5 top blah blahs came up to speak, he was saying something like lppls.
figure it out yourself. or if you are really curious, come ask me(:
after that was refreshments, where there was this pizza thing, some kueh thing, some popiah thing and muffins.
i went with vanessa after the refreshments to shop for her new year clothing and shoes.
so we met up with her mom and noel. who apparently completed bomberman.
so we went shopping for awhile and finally found her shoes. whch was white.
and her mother apparently likes bohemian/blingy stuff/golden stuff/ auntie stuff.
so we shopped for her dress at jp and she no-ed alot of things. alot as in ALOT.
so in the end we bought this grey thing but we found a better dress at ice... lemon tea?
today we finally knew why people shop at ice lemon tea.
and then went home and chiong warcraft the whole day. until now. taking a break(:
and i listened to everyone else.