Monday, November 9, 2009
11:14 PM ● Die lah.

OMG how?

I think. I am doomed to be single forever.
You won't understand, but if you care enough, you can come and ask me.
I will tell you if I like you enough.

But that's not the issue here. Actually, it IS an issue considering that it pertains to my ENTIRE LIFE AND FUTURE but not right now. Right now I have things.

Like, Operation Q.
Which you won't understand from this post, but if I like you enough, you should already know.
I really don't know how/when to go about Operation Q. Dang it. This is a really big thing, that many people will know about anyway. It's just a matter of time, and my guts to do it. I HAVE TO DO THIS.

I also have to worry about which class I'm going to. I'm hoping to God (seriously hoping, not the cross the heart and hope to die one) that I will get in 8 subject class. And not the LIT one.

I also have the dang grading. Which is somehow associated with Operation Q, but it's so headache-y. Gosh.

I also feel terrible. Yes, I'm not feeling well. I've got this super bad runny nose that I think has won over Usain Bolt because it has been running for 5 days or so already. And my head and stomach hurts like a biscuit sometimes. Maybe its the H2N3. Or something.

I also worry over Situation F (yeah, I like naming things, get over it). But this is kind of weird so no one gets to know. Maybe I'm just overreacting.

See? I have tremendous problems going on in my life. Maybe it's just people. Because people aren't the people I'd like them to be. I wish I could just change people, but I'm not Obama, so that leaves a lot less to work with. So I don't care (singing 2NE1 I don't care) anymore.

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )