Sunday, November 1, 2009
11:11 PM ● CO is a Biscuit

Co is a biscuit.
A biscuit is my equivalent of a bad word, just so you know.
If any teacher is reading this, please be noted of my dissatisfaction towards my cca.
I just got scolded today because i suck at whatever i am playing because i didn't go for CO because i wasn't informed about the practice/ had school activities during practices.
But now that I keep getting scolded, I really want to just skip it forever.
And if i quit right now, I have to earn back a whole two years of cca points.
Which just sucks. To the core.
And I am part of the welfare committee, can you see the irony in that?
By the way, I was insulted by my instructor who asked the other students if the information slip for grading had her name on it because she was ashamed to be known as my instructor.
Then i think maybe she can force me to quit because i suck so much and my junior plays an infinity to the power of two better than me. Not that my junior did anything. He is just good at it and practices a lot. Which i don't do and I cannot do. So I should just quit anyway since i can't do it and even if you force me to, I won't do it. Now, I'll just get scolded for the next two days and for the next few weeks. And I'll probably be so bad that i will fail a grade 3. Then I will be kicked out and be on my jolly way to joining the media club or something.
Why the biscuit would you be so nice to a sec1 student like YAY~ then get totally pissed off when they aren't doing well? Is that still being qualified as a teacher? I guess so since all the other students are doing so well. In fact, I am the only one getting scolded even when Eileen skips more practices and leaves early and still gets a break and she doesn't need to go for grading. I had to play continuously for 3 hours and I think my fingers are bleeding internally. It's really just too unfair in my honest opinion. I'm still doing this because i already paid the money for grading and I already endured two years of this. I don't mind if any of you co freaks that are such biscuits actually rat me out to co teachers about this because then I would get a talking to and hopefully get kicked out and be on my merry way to EXPLORER'S or something. Yes, I would rather be associated with STSY and Dingfeng than get hell every practice. Or maybe the editorial club or something.
fml.

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