And I think a lot of negative things.

Like how i hate CO on holidays and how much i want to skip and how i can skip and maybe i should quit afterall.

And how to design the IGNYTE thing when it is due tomorrow and what happens if it isn't good enough.

And how i will never get a good boyfriend because maybe i'm just too horrible of a person.

And the big fat chance of me not getting into the top two classes of my choice because I'm too dumb and ruin my whole future.

And how sometimes i look in the mirror and find myself kind of fat.

And how I still don't know their names.

And that I don't know what to eat for breakfast.

And the inescapable grading in december.

And the performance on a Sunday which means I miss church.

And that my hair goes poof when i just wake up.

I don't really dwell on happy things. Only the bad things.

But that doesn't really matter.

Because I don't really care after all.

And I think a lot of negative things.

Like how i hate CO on holidays and how much i want to skip and how i can skip and maybe i should quit afterall.

And how to design the IGNYTE thing when it is due tomorrow and what happens if it isn't good enough.

And how i will never get a good boyfriend because maybe i'm just too horrible of a person.

And the big fat chance of me not getting into the top two classes of my choice because I'm too dumb and ruin my whole future.

And how sometimes i look in the mirror and find myself kind of fat.

And how I still don't know their names.

And that I don't know what to eat for breakfast.

And the inescapable grading in december.

And the performance on a Sunday which means I miss church.

And that my hair goes poof when i just wake up.

I don't really dwell on happy things. Only the bad things.

But that doesn't really matter.

Because I don't really care after all.