Sunday, August 9, 2009
7:46 PM ● Enough.

I apologize to my fellow procrastinators, because this post isn't about that.
This post is for the fellow haters, because it is about that.

I think you've had enough, haven't you?
I've had enough too.
I've had enough of you, just as much as you had enough of me.
I don't think you are mature anymore, I don't think you deserve that word.
I think maybe you TRY to be mature, and maybe you are mature in a sense that you have a very good relationship with God, but no, I don't think 'Mature' describes you perfectly.
Because you do really stupid things that mature people don't, and mature people don't break down as often as you either(not that I'm holding it against you, I'm stating a fact).
And just as much, I don't think mature people snap at their friends when they have a migraine.
If I was even considered a friend to you, at least.
Because this isn't just an angsty and angry post, I'll tell you what Mature is.

Maturity is a psychological term used to indicate that a person responds to the circumstances or environment in an appropriate and adaptive manner. This response is generally learned rather than instinctual, and is not determined by one's age. Maturity also encompasses being aware of the correct time and place to behave and knowing when to act in serious or non-serious ways.

Now, I don't think you knew how to act in every situation.
The day before was a non-serious situation but you suddenly snapped at me for nothing.
I was completely taken aback but i just continued being random because maybe you didn't get it.
I actually wrote something OBVIOUSLY RANDOM.
How can 'Rainbow Monster' be serious?
But you started doing caps lock and scolded me.
I seriously didn't need that.
But its ok because i tried to understand that you were having a migraine.
But seriously, you could've warned me about that before you snapped at me like that.
Then yesterday, another normal conversation turned into a quarrel.
I was just trying to explain that i was just kidding yesterday.
Then you said something that i took as 'Well, i don't think it was funny. You are NEVER funny. We always have to tolerate you being awkward and it sucks. It sucks so much i want to slap you someday. Watch out because i WILL slap you someday'
LIKE WTF?!?
i wasn't trying to be OFFENSIVE at all. Can't you get a clue?
I couldn't even reply before you went offline.
That's really mean now, isn't it?
You didn't give me a chance to explain, and you just shot off at me.
And you were being mean to Joelle before that as well, but i wont go into that.
Being angry, I just went and complained to two very nice people.
Yes, you guys are the best! I love you citizens of awesomeville~
And today my dear neighbour in awesomeville asked me about it.
I don't think i need to guess what this means.
But whatever. Thank you, dear neighbour in awesomeville for trying to help the situation(:
Your effort has been greatly appreciated.
If you plan on ignoring me on Tuesday and the days after that, I am perfectly fine with it.
It just goes to show what a mature person you are.
Not like you can avoid me forever anyway.
So I shall do a favour for you and ignore you just as much.
I'll ignore you all the way until i see fit to talk to you again.
Which will probably be NEVER because if i talk to you, you'll just want to slap me.
Not like I'll just stand around spouting crap just to wait for you to slap me.
Since my crap bores you, I'll just conveniently leave you, along with my friends.
Aren't I such a mature person?
I'm definitely much better than you, who is probably going like
'Hey, i quarreled with Gina yesterday. Situation goes like, blah blah. Bad right? So are you on my side or not? I'm ignoring her on Tuesday just so I can make her mad'
Now, don't deny it, because you do that kind of thing.
And if you think I'm ever going to apologize for calling you a rainbow monster (puh-lease, I have my pride ok. No way will i apologise for crapping) , you should go fly a kite.
And you should feel guilty.
Because this is all your fault of not knowing how to react in a non-serious situation.
With Joelle, also.
And please don't start on how I am being a horrible Christian now.
I can remember perfectly what I am supposed to do.
I have to be patient, be kind, keep no record of wrongs, don't complain, don't argue, love one another.
But since you don't seem to love me all that much, I don't see why being your junior, I have to be the one trying to love YOU.
So these values do not apply to you, who has just MAJORLY PISSED ME OFF.
Yes, I know this has nothing to do with how young of a Christian I am, but seriously.
Don't start nagging on me.
Your nagging was what caused me to call you a rainbow monster.
I don't even know why i called you that.
I have many other things i could have called you.
If you try to start something again, I will most definitely call you names you won't like.
And you will probably want to slap me some more.
Is that what you like to do? Slap people?
I don't think that seems mature at all.
Maybe you'll read this and your anger will burn, and maybe you will slap me once you see me.
Actually if you slap me, I could break your neck and say it was self-defense.
Just so you can feel guilty, because of you, I may never have close friends again because THEY might want to slap me.
Ok, now you can flood my tag board for all you want.
I don't care anymore. You can even virtual slap me for all i care.
You might say I'm making something out of nothing and that you didnt mean it but guess what?
It's too late to take it back.
Because you already said it and its in the open air now(or not, but its still in my chat history).

Now to the rest of the world, yesterday's NDP was fun, wasn't it? And we get an extra day today(: Anyways I think by now all the sick ppl are ok. If not, get well soon(:

Have a nice day(:

xxxxxx

( Run to the city. )