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Sunday, June 7, 2009

6:09 AM ● Random rants.

This is a collection of random thoughts I thought about in the span of 30 minutes while listening to SuJu - Sorry Sorry (basically this is what I think when I listen to it). I just feel like i'm in a blogging mood today, so i'm making the most out of it.

I was blog hopping and reading about people's lives (sorry, i didn't tag anyone)

and then suddenly I felt like, 'Ahh, so this is what this person was up to'

then i'll think of something like ' Wow, I really don't know this person well'

or 'Haven't talked to this person for a long time'

or if it's a close friend, i'll go 'Haha, this person wrote about me'

or 'This person did this without telling me!?' and i get abit jealous sometimes.

Then I realise that I really have no social life, then I think that I am anti-social.

But then I realise that staying at home and playing on the computer is fun(:

I was looking at the english subs for Sorry Sorry, and then I was thinking if any guy actually felt that way. I'll post the lyrics here just so you know.

Super Junior - Sorry sorry

Sorry Sorry Sorry Sorry
I I I first
For you for you for you I fell
fell fell fallen baby
Shawty Shawty Shawty Shawty
Eyes are blinding blinding blinding
Breathe is stifled stifled stifled
I’m going crazy crazy baby

[Siwon] Inside the glaze that stares back at me
Inside the gaze it’s as if I’m
As if I’m a guy bewitched by something
I can’t even escape it now
[Hankyung] The way you look when you walk over
The way you look it’s as if
You came and stepped on my heart on the way
I can’t even escape it now

[Ryeowook] Wherever you go you confidently
Smile, your attractiveness
[Sungmin] A rare beauty and a good girl
Universally thought of
[Ryeowook] Proudly, without stopping
You’re really like a fantasy
[Sungmin] So much that people can’t change their mind about it
I’ve fallen for you

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda
I’ve fallen baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara

[Donghae] Hey girl gir gir gir gir gir girl i
When I open my eyes I think of you Hey girl
Asleep or awake, the truth is I can only see you
[Kangin] Tell me in your heart I
Tell me did I get a spot
Tell me tell me please
I’m stupid stupid stupid

[Ryeowook] People in my surroundings tell me
I’m too aggressive
[Eunhyuk] In this world that sort of person
Not as though there are only one or two of them
[Ryeowook] You don’t know you don’t know her
Words that they say in jealousy
[Eunhyuk] If you’re jealous of me
Then they are going to lose

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda
I’ve fallen baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara

Let’s dance dance dance dance
Let’s dance dance dance dance
Let’s dance dance dance dance
dance dance

[Yesung] Hey will you come to me now
I feel like going to really go crazy yeah
[Kyuhyun] I want to only love you
I will never think of looking at anyone else hey

[Eeteuk] Rather than a lover, a friend
Is what I’d rather like to be
All of your thoughts and sadness
I want to keep
[Eeteuk] As if as if you might not exist
I love you so much
The person that I expect is you
that that that girl

So, when I listen to the lyrics, I think that if anybody feels this way about anyone, they must be really really happy, and i'll feel envious of that... Then I start to feel irritated about my nonexistent love life, but then I read something in FictionPress, it's about a girl whose friend has found her true love and this girl decides that she will wait for her own true love and be happy like her friend. So after reading that, I think that being single is not so bad afterall.

(pls refresh if it says forbidden. link:http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2682096/1/Someone_for_Me )

Seriously, when i realised that i have such thoughts then I counter it with other random thoughts makes me think that I am really those 30 year old singles who attend blind dates and have a crappy life eating ice cream on a sofa while watching reality tv shows at home. These people really have too much time to think. This was further established when Shawna brother revealed over dinner, to me that I am wasting my life away using the computer. But then, its still okay because the story about waiting for true love still had its inspiring effect over me, so in the meantime i shall just wait for something to happen.

Then one question in the 101 question quiz got me thinking that if I could change my name, what I would change it to. I thought if something idiotic like Banana, then decided otherwise, and thought of more practical things like linguini (not the ratatouille guy, the pasta) but then people would make fun of me, then i thought of [funny -> laughing -> stiches] then I wanted to call myself Stitches. So it would be like 'Stiches, are you sleeping in my class?', 'Stiches, eat your dinner'. Haha! Then I was thinking of Inbox, but it felt wierd because it would be 'Inbox, go and bathe!', 'Inbox has the file, go ask her for it', and 'Inbox already sent it to you, go check your inbox.' Then I was thinking of food, so the first thing was Ramen. 'Ramen, let's go shopping!' then i felt that it sounded like Raymond, so i moved on, thinking about STAR camp (random, i know) and how we were taught critical thinking, creative thinking and etc. and i realised that I am using SCAMPER technique to decide on my name XD Then back to my name deciding, I felt that something like Shoes, would sound cool as well, so imagine "Shoes, would you marry me?" it sounded idiotic so nahhhh. Then I was feeling envious that Jaejoong was a guy and thus, could get away with calling himself, Hero. I wanted that name! So in desperation, i looked around my house and found my curtains. "Curtains, get the door", "Oi curtain, faster lah" It still wasn't right, then i realised that finding a name was like finding a lover, yes it's that hard, and that got me thinking about guy requirements.

Sometimes, I think about what i want in a boyfriend, what we would do together, and what would I do for him and etc. Then sometimes the list gets longer, sometimes i cross things out of it, because i figured those things only happened in korean dramas. I remember wanting to have a tall boyfriend who could play basketball, sing and dance, talk really cool and look really cool, then we would eat together, talk together and walk around holding hands and stuff, but then on gloomy nights, i would think that if there was any guy like that, he wouldn't be anywhere here in Singapore, Jurong West,and he wouldn't like ME anyways. So I'm really waiting for a miracle to happen :D

Anyways, these are the random thoughts i think about when listening to songs and etc.

btw my bro just showed me a really idiotic mv about this band singing songs called 'Jizz in my pants' and 'Dick in a box' its really very funny in the wrong way but seriously XD

Also, the STAR camp wasn't all that fun but it wasn't all that bad, the food wasn't up to Gina standards but it was edble. Sleeping in tents wasn't up to Gina standards also but it was cooling. So overall i give the camp 1.5 stars. Last year's was about 3 and a half. Out of 5 stars of course.

So for the third time today, have a nice day.

Sunday, June 7, 2009

6:09 AM ● Random rants.

I was blog hopping and reading about people's lives (sorry, i didn't tag anyone)

and then suddenly I felt like, 'Ahh, so this is what this person was up to'

then i'll think of something like ' Wow, I really don't know this person well'

or 'Haven't talked to this person for a long time'

or if it's a close friend, i'll go 'Haha, this person wrote about me'

or 'This person did this without telling me!?' and i get abit jealous sometimes.

Then I realise that I really have no social life, then I think that I am anti-social.

But then I realise that staying at home and playing on the computer is fun(:

I was looking at the english subs for Sorry Sorry, and then I was thinking if any guy actually felt that way. I'll post the lyrics here just so you know.

Super Junior - Sorry sorry

Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda
I’ve fallen baby
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddaranddan
Ddanddan ddanddada dda ddarabbabbara

Let’s dance dance dance dance
Let’s dance dance dance dance
Let’s dance dance dance dance
dance dance

[Yesung] Hey will you come to me now
I feel like going to really go crazy yeah
[Kyuhyun] I want to only love you
I will never think of looking at anyone else hey

(pls refresh if it says forbidden. link:http://www.fictionpress.com/s/2682096/1/Someone_for_Me )

Anyways, these are the random thoughts i think about when listening to songs and etc.

btw my bro just showed me a really idiotic mv about this band singing songs called 'Jizz in my pants' and 'Dick in a box' its really very funny in the wrong way but seriously XD

So for the third time today, have a nice day.