Any one out there who thinks i am out right evil, please tell me so.
So i can be extra carefulwith picking my words when i am in front of you.
I don't mean to talk in a 'jeery manner' okay?
I mean, i grew up with my brother doing that to me with real intent to be 'jeery'.
And i am not out right evil.
Seriously, this might be a very interesting discovery but really.
I think bad thoughts sometimes and i doubt people.
By the way, doubting is good.
Don't stop doubting people because it means you stop getting to know them better.
Back to topic, sometimes i think this person here has a darker motive or that person there is a drug dealer or something.
I can't help it anyway, i think some people do that too.
But i usually think about what i thought and start thinking that i shouldnt think such things.
That should show that i am not very evil.
And I listen to advice, even if it comes out in a bad way.
And that means, that i am even better than some people out there who just shut out anythin that seems a tad too offensive.
Ever heard that bitter medicine is good for health?
I know i am ranting ok?
But i am just upset now so let me rant.
I have alot of free time.
Now, hah! I bet some of you have learnt something about me, that i am not cold, murderous, wickedly seeking for vengeance. or anything like that horrible wound.
Now, you can learn something about me, which is that i don't obsess over korean guys 24/7.
Yes, i don't. I like them and their hair and i think they are good-looking and they have nice songs
but i am still normal. I also don't read manga all the time.
The only things i am currently reading is Skip Beat, One Piece, Koukou debut, Fairy tail, KHR, D. gray man (is it even still updating?).
And these come out once in a week, or two weeks, and skip beat comes out like.. randomly(months or days)
I am also not shallow and i don't care if my nails break (it is breaking) and i think abou life, and my purpose in life, and whatnot, coming up with my own theories for it and i think some of you people don't, and really, some, not one.
So don't just misunderstand me and say i am a freak or some no life person.
I don't play warcraft all the time and i recently accidentally uninstalled it...
which brings me to my next point. I am not stupid.
I know what's what, and i am good at english, probably better than YOU. (points at reader)
I understand mr. ooi's lessons but sometimes it gets confusing.
and i think everyone thinks i am bitchy and i am a slut or a flirt or whatever you think i am.
let me tell you this, if you think that, you are probably one yourself, damnit.
can you please look in the mirror and think about it before you come criticise me?
obviously i am not the nicest person, the holiest person or the most generous.
but i am probably not the worst out there either.
you can doubt me, yes.
so i will just provide you with another rant, just so you know me better.
oh, i am not a loser either.
Just for your information, this was triggered by a conversation i had with someone who said i put things in a jeery way and that what i say sounds insulting.

For you, i want to tell you(ahh you probably won't listen anyway, "okok, whatever, fine.") that sometimes the way you say things makes me feel very insulted also. Sometimes you make me feel like i am inferior to you in some way and that i don't understand people as well as you do(i probably don't) but at least i listen and i dont rebuke, try to understand more, and i think i have become nicer. So listen to people for once, and you are not always right, and you don;t know everything. I think you will say " I don't think i am always right and probably talk about me (yeah talk, which is same as gossip but since you are nice.) with that very nice girl (i mean it, not in a jeery or sarcastic way). You can talk and say say your wisdomly words but that doesnt change me into a better, nicer person with just as much wisdom as you.

Also, this is not for one person, its for anyone who thinks of me otherwise. I am just another normal person, okay.

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Any one out there who thinks i am out right evil, please tell me so.
So i can be extra carefulwith picking my words when i am in front of you.
I don't mean to talk in a 'jeery manner' okay?
I mean, i grew up with my brother doing that to me with real intent to be 'jeery'.
And i am not out right evil.
Seriously, this might be a very interesting discovery but really.
I think bad thoughts sometimes and i doubt people.
By the way, doubting is good.
Don't stop doubting people because it means you stop getting to know them better.
Back to topic, sometimes i think this person here has a darker motive or that person there is a drug dealer or something.
I can't help it anyway, i think some people do that too.
But i usually think about what i thought and start thinking that i shouldnt think such things.
That should show that i am not very evil.
And I listen to advice, even if it comes out in a bad way.
And that means, that i am even better than some people out there who just shut out anythin that seems a tad too offensive.
Ever heard that bitter medicine is good for health?
I know i am ranting ok?
But i am just upset now so let me rant.
I have alot of free time.
Now, hah! I bet some of you have learnt something about me, that i am not cold, murderous, wickedly seeking for vengeance. or anything like that horrible wound.
Now, you can learn something about me, which is that i don't obsess over korean guys 24/7.
Yes, i don't. I like them and their hair and i think they are good-looking and they have nice songs
but i am still normal. I also don't read manga all the time.
The only things i am currently reading is Skip Beat, One Piece, Koukou debut, Fairy tail, KHR, D. gray man (is it even still updating?).
And these come out once in a week, or two weeks, and skip beat comes out like.. randomly(months or days)
I am also not shallow and i don't care if my nails break (it is breaking) and i think abou life, and my purpose in life, and whatnot, coming up with my own theories for it and i think some of you people don't, and really, some, not one.
So don't just misunderstand me and say i am a freak or some no life person.
I don't play warcraft all the time and i recently accidentally uninstalled it...
which brings me to my next point. I am not stupid.
I know what's what, and i am good at english, probably better than YOU. (points at reader)
I understand mr. ooi's lessons but sometimes it gets confusing.
and i think everyone thinks i am bitchy and i am a slut or a flirt or whatever you think i am.
let me tell you this, if you think that, you are probably one yourself, damnit.
can you please look in the mirror and think about it before you come criticise me?
obviously i am not the nicest person, the holiest person or the most generous.
but i am probably not the worst out there either.
you can doubt me, yes.
so i will just provide you with another rant, just so you know me better.
oh, i am not a loser either.
Just for your information, this was triggered by a conversation i had with someone who said i put things in a jeery way and that what i say sounds insulting.

For you, i want to tell you(ahh you probably won't listen anyway, "okok, whatever, fine.") that sometimes the way you say things makes me feel very insulted also. Sometimes you make me feel like i am inferior to you in some way and that i don't understand people as well as you do(i probably don't) but at least i listen and i dont rebuke, try to understand more, and i think i have become nicer. So listen to people for once, and you are not always right, and you don;t know everything. I think you will say " I don't think i am always right and probably talk about me (yeah talk, which is same as gossip but since you are nice.) with that very nice girl (i mean it, not in a jeery or sarcastic way). You can talk and say say your wisdomly words but that doesnt change me into a better, nicer person with just as much wisdom as you.

Also, this is not for one person, its for anyone who thinks of me otherwise. I am just another normal person, okay.